My life is just a good ball of fu..ked up chiz and I don't know what to do
If its not one thing its a other and I want it to stop but it will not go away and it keeps me up at night thinking of how many people I have hurt and I know understand. What I did too them
they say i hurt them "BAD"
What ever that maens
And
Then I have my mom amd dad fighting and yell at each other when she drops me off at the end of her weekends
And
Now.I think my dad wants to put her in jail and put my sisters uo for adoption and I don't want them to have to be put though that
Ugh why can't I have a good and peaceful life
