I think about you all time
My dreams are about all
I cant seem to help it
I check my phone every five seconds
My tummy feels funny when you text me
Every thing I think about seems to relate to you
I want to impress you all the time
I want to actually meet you again, somehow
I cannot actually see you, no matter how much I want to
I want to feel you arms around me
I want to stare into your eyes
I want to stroke your hair
I want to feel your lips against mine
What I want I cannot have
I wake up in the night wanting to hear your voice
Where ever I go, I look for you there
I will never see you again
I feel like im losing it
Why is my mind always screaming you name?
Why am I even writing this?
These are my feelings
But a lot more are stuck inside my head
When I look in the mirror, i wonder why you speak to me
My face is deformed
My hair messed up
My body out of shape
My personality boring
Average
Ununique
Lame
Pathetic
You, are the first thing I think about in the morning
You, are the last thing I think about in the evening
You are unique
Interesting
Cute
Kind
Understanding
Funny
Perfect
The list could go on for a long time
But it needs to stop
Everything needs to stop
There is just no point
In anything
In life
No point in trying
In eating
In living
Dont wait for me, my love
Im not worth it .
