Well Damn... When Did I Type This Up..

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*face bright red from a blush of pure lovestruck and embarrassment, a soft giggle passing lips, voice high pictched and happy, as if.. A differnt person* You're my absolute bestest friend ever, Epshies! And I wuv you!

*voice slowly beggining to fade to normal, slight sad tone* ....And you have the cutest personality ever and... You're so smart... And... You have that adorable smile.. And you give the best hugs ever!! And sometimes... I just... I have to hold my self down from just up and... Stealing your lips from hers... But.. I hold back... And stop before I can.. It hurts but, I know you're happy with her. And.. I'm happy that you are. But.... I just wish I were Fallen... Just for one day...

*shakes head, wiping eyes in case any tears had built up* This is probably really... Awkward.. And... Weird that I'm acting like this.. But... I just can't not feel this way... And.. You may think this is cheesier than... A Velveeta factory... But... I... I just can't not be this way... I'm not good at talking around you unless it's awkward... Or me talking about my shitty life... But.. I don't want to do that... I just want... To be me.. But.. It's impossible for me to do that.. I wish, I wish I could around you but.. It's just impossible... It's impossible to be normal around someone so... Smart and.. Amazing.. And just flat out perfect..!

*shaking head yet again, a soft chuckle passes lips as well as a light sigh* Sometimes... I just think about that one time.. That one kiss... And... God... Sometimes I wish it would happen again... I wish you were all... "MPD flirty" with me... But it's wrong to... I just... Just want one last kiss... One more time to feel your hands.. Slowly inching down my sides again... Feeling my fingertips drag along your spine... To fee-- taste your love once more... Tounge against yours... Closer than ever... One more moan caused by you... Once more to tremble... Yet again to tense.. Only for you to not remember it.. But leave me with the feeling of our passions... My passion for you and.. Your personality's passion... Coming together... Into one kiss and... It just... Felt so fucking amazing... And... I'd give anything for one more kiss from you.... Anything...

*bites lip, looking down slightly to the side and shaking head* I shouldn't be thinking this way... At all... But I can't help it... I just want to be able to call you mine... But... You... Fallen... Nor I would like it... I just.. Can't help it when I loved the feeling of my lips pressed against yours... Feeling like I was sleeping and only dreaming... When we both know... It was... Real...

*voice slowly fading into the high-pitched squeaky, her everything seemed to be all happy again, like another person, once more* I wuv you!!

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