When your heart breaks, the feeling of emotions and pain can be unbearable. Waking up and breathing will seem like as task. Smiling and laughing will be fake, so no one has to worry about you and your thoughts when alone at night. Scared to tell anyone only thinking of the cristism and how they will judge you! Only leaving yourself crying in the bathroom in the corner; your knees pressed up against your chest, arms wrapped tightly around them with your head laying softly against your knees to only feel tears rolling down them. Waiting till everyone is asleep to finally break down and let your emotions and pain take control of your body.
Bad thoughts battling in your mind telling you to do all kinds of different stuff; kill yourself no one will care, your so fat! Starve yourself then maybe you'll get friends.
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Sorry for the late update, well to anyone who has been waiting for one! This I wrote myself, I hope it's not to bad. I'll update again soon un-edited
