Niamhs potv:
The next few weeks were more managble especially with Andy in my presence. I smiled alot more.
I spent lots of time with him however he seemed sad. Not his usual self. He never talked about himself. He only wanted to talk about school. He wouldn't mention home at all. If I tried to mention it he would change the subject or leave. His blue eyes that were usually filled with happiness were now filled with sorrow and guilt and regret.
"Andy what's the matter?" I asked one day after school at the park just up the road from my house . He looked particularly sad that day. "Niamh...I'm just hurting." He said quickly. "Andy what's the matter talk to me, I hate seeing you sad." I said concerned. He looked at me with those blue eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes that furrowed deep into my soul. "Niamh...I love you and it hurts that I know I'll never be good enough." He murmmered choking back his tears. "Andy... I fucking love you so much and you mean the world to me.you're better than anyone else I know. If anything I don't deserve you!" I grin. He looks at me with hopeful eyes. "Really?" I nod in response.
He turns to me and we make eye contact. He grabs the sides of my head firmly with his hands and leans in to kiss me. His soft lips touch mine. He starts to kiss me vigorously and his tongue makes contact with mine. His hands start to slide down my body and start to feel my bum and then slowly come back again to hold my waist. He pulled me closer. He continued to kiss me. His tongue reaching the back of my mouth. He pulled his tongue back out. His teeth made a gently grip of my bottom lip. It felt so good. He pushed me against the wall his hands either side of my head. He then pulled his hands down and grabbed my waist. His chest was touching mine. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.he gripped me like he never wanted to let go. He kissed me harder. Then he pulled his lips slowly off mine. Then he starred to breathe down my neck his lips carefully tracing my skin. I bite my lip and clenched my fists. He was getting me horny and I think it was on purpose. He start to wisper in my ear. "I love you Niamh I love you." I smiled. "Andy I love you too" He put me down and we walked hand in hand down the road.
Later we sit in silence watching the sun set and the oranges and pinks fill the sky. Out of nowhere he says "thank you for healing me" he then says. "I'm going to show you something that I've never shown anyone before." I nod nervously. He pulled back the sleeve of his jacket to show loads of cuts and scars. I gasp. No! I couldn't hold back the tears this time. I sobbed. Andy looked worried and held me close to him. I cried onto his shoulder. He lifted my head with his hand and turned it toward him. I looked at him. "I did this because I thought I wasn't good enough... But you have showed me that I am. You have proved that I'm worth something" I turn and smile. "Andy I love you so much and I can't bare to lose you. You mean the world to me and you have made me so much more confident in myself please please don't think like that" I say concerned and sad. He looks at me and just kisses me. "Scars heal with time" he says before we walk hand in hand to his house on the edge of town.
