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My brown eyes examined the text message over and over again, I wanted to text back "me too" but I didn't want to seem clingy.
I pressed my phone in my hands and began to type.

"Is this Harry? "

I waited exactly twenty three seconds until I received a new text message.

"Yes baby, it is. "

I quickly changed his name in my Phone to a simple Harry. I liked him a bit yes but I didn't want to get attached, then get hurt.
My chest tightened at the name "baby" I stared at the phone not knowing what to do.
Should I text back? Or just leave it?

Harry:

How are you?

He asked me how I was and not for nudes. Well this was new. Most guys just want nudes then they'll leave, I personally have never sent one and probably never will. I hate my body and always will.

Me:

I'm alright, you?

Harry:

I'm good, I want to see you though.

His words fluttered in my stomach,I liked having his attention and I liked him liking me. But he's twenty seven, what am I doing ?!
I've always had an interest in older men but I've never had their attention. Why did he want me? Why did he choose to talk to me? I'm just a simple girl who likes music and has a not so nice body. I want someone to love me like I read in the fanfictions where they meet their perfect daddy. But maybe he could be it?

Me:

Haha, maybe soon..

God why was I so awkward?? I didn't receive a text from him until five minutes later and that kind of scared me a little.
I didn't want to open it until I received another one.

Harry:

Can you come out? Like now?

Harry:

I want to talk for a bit.

I replied straight away with just what I felt was right,

Me:

I can't sneak out. My mam will kill me, maybe tomorrow ?

I was scared about this, what if he was going to abuse me or take me? Hundreds of question ran through my head, I wanted to push them away so desperately but I couldn't escape the thoughts that my mother had warned me about for years.

I wanted this and I knew he wanted this too, but could I trust him and take the risk too fulfil my desires ?

Harry:

Yes well, I will see you tomorrow because I have dinner at yours remember? I guess I'll just have to wait to see your face at six.

How could I forget about dinner? I don't even have anything to wear, ugh I hate this. But I'm excited to see him,

Me:

Oh yeah, I forgot haha. Well I'll see you tomorrow. Bye

I wanted to rush it because I was awkward and I wanted to get my homework done so I wouldn't have to do it over the weekend. I threw my phone across my bed desperately trying to ignore the slight buzz i got now and again from my phone that's was most likely to be my friend Hollie or Harry.

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I woke up at 12:47, I must've fell asleep while studying because I woke up surrounded by sheets of paper and books. My books haven't fully recovered from the rain so I guess I'll have to save up for more. I asked my mum but she only said it's my fault I didn't put plastic on them in the first place.

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