Hope's Imagines

Fear

Hey I'm back with another imagine after like five months. Oops lmao. But I'll try to keep updating!
Hope you like it! :)
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<Hope's POV>
I arrive at the waiting room and find the lads with Scarlet. "Hope!" Scarlet runs over to me and hugs me. I sigh and hug her tight. "Are you alright?" She asks rubbing my back. "Yeah." I nod.

We pull apart and we go over to the lads. "Any news?" I ask, once I sit in between Liam and Scarlet. "Nothing yet." Liam sighs.

I nod and sigh.

This is just great. Just a few minutes ago, I found out that Niall got into a car accident. All I know that he was going to the apartment to see me. I just hope he's okay.

Five minutes of silence pass by without any news. Or more? This situation hasn't left my head. What if Niall isn't okay? What is he lost his memory? Or what if h-he's dead?

Oh my gosh. What if it's my fault? Was he driving when we were texting? No he wouldn't do that. I'm so stupid! He left without any guards. I should've told him to wait until later. God damn it.

I get up and rush to the bathroom. I lock the door and slide down the door.

I suddenly break down into tears and run my hands into my hair. I tug on it trying to rip it out.

"It's my fault." I sob. "It's all my fucking fault."

A few minutes go by and I'm calmed down.

I'm currently laying on the cold tile floor looking at the ceiling. Nothing is on my mind until it goes back again. I break down again and cry my heart out.

I blame myself for everything that has happened. All my mistakes. All my decisions. And all that has happened in my life.

Suddenly I hear my name and get startled by a loud knock at the door.

"Hope! It's Scarlet! Open the door. Are you okay?" She says from the other side.

"I'm fine! Just leave me alone!" I cry.

"You don't sound fine. And I'm not going to leave you alone until you open this door." Scarlet firmly says.

I crawl to a corner and watch her as she messes with the handle. When I hear a click and the door opens.

She frowns, approaching me and sits down beside me. She hugs me and I continue to sob.

"It's okay. Don't blame yourself Hope. None of this is anyone's fault except that drunk driver who crashed into Niall. And if it makes things better, Liam contacted their lawyers and sued the guy and well he's sitting in court right now as we speak being sent to jail." Scarlet softly whispers, rubbing my arm.

Her words seem to calm me down and my crying stops. We just sit there on this cold hospital bathroom floor as I listen to her calming words that help distract me.

"Are you okay?" Scarlet asks after a few minutes.

"Yeah." I nod.

"C'mon. I sent Harry to get some coffee. That'll relax you." She smiles getting up. I smile as she pulls me up.

"But first we have to clean up you up. Your mascara is ruined." She chuckles. I laugh and she cleans my cheeks with a wet paper towel.

Once she finishes, we go back to the waiting room and go back to our seats. Liam and Louis look at me with a concern look but they give me a small smile knowing what it is.

I smile back and relax. A few minutes later, Harry comes back with a cup of coffee and hands it to me.

"Thanks." I smile.