"I'm falling to pieces"

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I'm still in mourning over ghosts that broke my heart before I met you.

You cannot possibly imagine exactly how much I hate myself.

Don't worry about breaking me or making me sad, because you can't break something that is already broken and sadden who is already sad.

I'd rather stay quiet than explain my problems to people who don't care.

Sometimes I don't feel like continuing to live. I don't want to kill myself, I just want it all to stop or go away. I want to be happy again.

Sadness is like a drug. It takes you away from reality and makes you see it in a whole new way.

My biggest fear is that evantually you will see me the way I see myself.

Why would anyone want me?
I don't even want me.

And suddenly, nothing even mattered anymore. All i wanted is sleep forever.

I lost myself somewhere in the darkness.

I killed someone you see. I killed the girl, who used to be me.

Everything I loved, is everything I lost.

I can't even find the words to explain why I'm depressed.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 09, 2015 ⏰

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