Everything has to begin somewhere. Wether it be your first crush, your first love your, your insecurities, and more. Your first crush can begin from just one look, one touch, one sound. Your first love could begin at the same time you begin to crush on somebody or from simply disliking someone. Also insecurities, those little bastards can begin in any way, shape, or form. I think personally it began with my stepfather. I love the bastard but he's a complete arrogant asshole but, he's also to root for most of my problems. He's the reason why i shy away when someone is close to my face. The reason why i don't wear certain things. The reason why I believe I'm a stupid girl. Part of the reason why i cry myself to sleep. The reason why i met face to face with my demons and let them drown me; drown me enough to the point where I'm gasping for air and I'm left in the darkness of my room with nothing to comfort me but the sounds of the constant spinning of my fan and the midnight lighting seeping through my window shades.
That is a picture I took of a place of that's really close to my house.
