erisol college problems

What happened?!

Sollux point of view-
I don't know what happened. I just kinda got lost in my thoughts the next thing I knew I was back at eridans place knocking at his door."h-hey Ed? You iin there?"I said.wait stop! What am I doing?! No no no! I don't like Ed! I hate him! Right? Yeah I hate his stupid scarf and dumb hair and his..weird but kinda cute eyes that sparkle.and those adorable fins that flutter when he is nervous or shy.and they cute way his accent is.it just makes my heart skip a be-WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?!no I don't like Ed. Wait shit he opened the door."oh um hey sol wwhats up?" He asked he looked so cute in just some sweat pants and a t-shirt."u-uh nothiing I ju2t thought we 2hould Mabye talk or 2omethiing."I couldn't help it he looked so cute like that.he looked so sad.did I do this? Did I really hurt him that bad? I just kinda blanked and put my hand back on my lips.i really liked the feeling of his lips on mine.i want to feel it again.i didn't think okay! It just kinda happened!...I shook my head yelled."JU2T KII22 ME 2TUPIID!" And I grabbed eridan. Before I knew it it was too late I was already lip locked with fish boy.what the flying fuck did I just do?