Today I did something really stupid. I wrote something about one of my best friends and I've gone from their friend to downright ass-hole. I feel really really bad and I just want to lie down and ball my eyes out. I regret so many things but out of all of them, what I did today I regret the most. It makes me feel so bad inside. My stomach hurts, I feel really hot and I just want to cry. Sometimes I just write my mind and after today I have learnt that that's a terrible thing. It ruined something so special to me. Because of this stupid, idiotic action I've lost my two best friends I've ever had, they understood me, they were also there for me and the other day they did something I will never forget. We were in reading and I was crying because my book was sad. They came rushing over with a box of tissues and it just proved they cared for me and understood me. Today I made the biggest mistake and I will never be able to forgive myself. If your the one who I did this to and you know who you are, you cannot understand how sorry I am. I would try and say sorry but I don't think they make a word that shows how sorry I am.
