Daydream

In Vain

love
ləv/
noun
1. an intense feeling of deep affection.

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I love you.

I could tell you this everyday and it wouldn't make a difference.
You're an idol, loved by many.
I am a normal person, who has no emotional connection to you whatsoever.
I love you in many ways that you would never begin to comprehend.

I love your smile.
I love your laugh.
I love your eyes.
I love how much you care about all your fans, including me.

I know in some way you love me, you love all your fans.
You care deeply about us.
Although I'm like many other people, in some way I am original.

I may not be able to express myself like others, but I do love you.
You're constantly in my mind, my dreams, all my thoughts.
Some people may see you all the time, go to many concerts, and you may recognize them.
I on the other hand do not, I like many others, view you through a screen, as you are forever unresponsive of my actions.

I want to be the one to comfort you when you're sad.
I want to be there for you and not be just one of the others watching and waiting for my moment.
I don't need my 5 seconds of fame.
I'm glad to have found you, I'm glad I didn't live my life not knowing your existence, but you do not know that I am here.

Yes I exist, I am special in my own way.
I care for you in a special way.
I love you in a special way.

You are important to me, you are what defines me.
You are what has corrupted my mind.
You are who I love.

You are my main resource of happiness and sadness.

Thank you for being in my life, thank you for your existence.

i.e. the main question;
Is it possible to fall in love with someone that doesn't know you exist?

Yes, yes it is.

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This is dedicated to my bias and all of BTS because they have inspired me in so many ways and I love them all so much !!

Also this is just a little way of expressing my love for my bias Jungkook, I'm 100% certain he will never see this but thank you to anyone reading.

This is not meant to be at all interpreted as poetry because I would fail at poetry !!

Regarding my phanfiction I've had writers block for ages so I'm not sure when I'll update, I haven't even started but I'll try to update at least this month.