From Bromance To Romance - Narry Storan

i dont wanna lose you...

Harrys P.O.V

This was all my fault. Niall was dead. I shouldve jumped in front of that car. My own life would be gone instead of Nialls he didnt deserve this. The band is nothing without him. The thoughts kept rushing through my head as i sat in the front row with Nialls family. All dressed in black. I let tears roll down my cheeks. I looked 1 row back at all the boys. All of them crying. Finally it was my time to go up and say some words.

"Niall," my voice cracked

"You were my everything you still are there will never be anyone qho could replace you, everytime food was mentioned how your ocean blue eyes would light up"

"I-i just wish I couldve said goodbye,or told you just how much i love you."

"But I guess now is one of the only chances ill get to tell you, I love you with all my now broken heart it will never be fully repaired with you gone ill miss you souch babe even though i cant see you i can feel your presents and i know you can hear me. I love you babe, so much."

My voice cracked as i said my last word to him. "Goodbye"

I went and sat back down giving Maura a big hug as i did so.

"Im gonna miss him so much" i whispered.

"I know Harry. We all are"

Those were the last words i heard before i woke up. I trembled, i felt a pair of eyes on me and looked next to me as i found Nialls big blue eyes looking at me with tears. Than it hit me. It had just been a nightmare. Niall was alive. He had a broken leg. But he was alive.

"Niall why are you crying?" I asked. Even though I myself was crying.

"I heard everything you said" he said sniffling

"What are you talking about?"

"I-i had died and you were at my funeral a-and everything you had said about me.." his voice cracked and he started to cry again.

"H-Harry?"

"Yeah?"

"Did you really mean everything you said? Like in your dream if i hadve actually....nevermind but would you really have said all those words about me?" He was serious too.

"Absolutely and so many more. Though no words can describe how much i love you." I said and it was true.

"Harry I love you so so much and i never wanna lose you." He said.

"I love you more Niall."

I checked the time. Only 3:46am.

"Lets go back to sleep for a few hours babe" i said.

"Yeah." He said simply and curled up against my chest. I kissed the top of his head and fell asleep this time only having sweet dreams of Niall and I.