Rejected

Chapter 6:

Nate's Pov

"Where is she!" I screamed slamming my hands against my desk. I put my head in my hands. We have been searching and searching, but I can't find her anywhere. I've called every pack asking them if they had seen her, they haven't. It's like she just disappeared. I have to find her. She's my mate, I regret everything. Ever insult, ever hit seemed to haunt me. Haunt my dreams and thoughts. Why did I do that to her? She was so sweet and innocent, and I hurt her. I hurt my mate. Now she's gone. I can't make it up to her. I can't even apologize for what I have done to her. I feel like apart of myself was missing. I miss her so much. I miss seeing her beautiful white hair. I miss her blue eyes that used to shine so bright. I miss her voice that sounded like angels from up above. I miss hearing her laugh. I miss her smile that I rarely ever got to see.

Getting lost in my thoughts I barely heard the knock on the door. I straightened myself up before saying as calm as I could, "come in." I hoped it was good news about Isabel.

The door opened to reveal Michael. It upset me he was closer to my mate than I ever was. I didn't let it show though, I still had to act like the big bad alpha, even though it felt as if I was breaking. He came in and sat in the chair in front of me. Only a desk separating us.

"Yes, Michael. What do you need?"

"I just wanted to tell you Isabel is okay. She's safe." He got up from where he was sitting, walking towards the door.

"Wait stop!" I shouted at him. He stopped, he looked at me with so much angry, disappointment, and disgust. My eyes widen in shock what happened next made me even more shocked.

"Why! So you can ask me to tell you where she is, or how I know. She doesn't want you to find her. Because of you and your abuse MY best friend is gone, and I can't go see her! You broke her. While you and your friends beat her, broke her, I had to watch the light in her eyes disappear. I couldn't help her, but now I can. I will never let you find her. I only told her she was okay, because your my brother." Michael spat out in disgust.

I was shocked. Michael and I were never close, but we never fought.

"Michael." I said walking towards him.

"No!" He shouted moving away from me, and towards the door. "I'm done with you."

With that I was left alone just me and my thoughts. My thoughts surrounded me. Had I really done that to her? Had I really broke my Isabel? Does she really not want to be found? Did she hate me?

No I thought to myself. I can't think like that. I'll make it up to her when she gets here. First I have to find her. She's my mate she can't possible hate me right? With that I went back to searching for her. All I could do right now was find her. At least she is okay.

~a few hours later~

I was still searching for Isabel. Still nothing. Where are you my beautiful mate? I felt my eyes grow heavier. I founding it hard to keep them open. I laid my head down on my desk. I'll just let my eyes rest for a few minutes. I felt myself slowly drifting to sleep.

~dream~

I saw me. Well not me me, but the younger me. The other me. The me I was before all this mess. I looked around the living room, it all looked the same. It felt as if I was a ghost.

"Isabel get your ass down here this insist." The other me shouted in my alpha tone.

What was going on? Why did I say that? I'm confused.

I heard footsteps hurrying towards my direction. I looked towards the hall. I saw a younger version of Isabel appear. She looked so small. Her beautiful blonde hair was only shoulder width. Her bright blue eyes shined so bright. Filled with so much love and happiness, but that all seemed to disappear out of her eyes really fast. Her smile disappeared. She ran over to the other me. She looked terrified.

"Why have I been informed that you bullied Lily!" I was even scared of the other me. As I watched the scene in front of me, I remember this. This day that would haunt me for the rest of my life. The day I first hit Isabel.

I watched Isabel shrink in fear. "I...I... I... di... didn't. She come over to...to me. She... bullied me."

I hated seeing Isabel like this. Stuttering in fear. In fear of me. She was so terrified of me.

"Don't you lie to me, you disrespectful mutt."

"I'm not lying," Isabel whispered yiu could barely hear her. I tried to look away, but it was like I couldn't. I saw the other me raise his hand.

"No! STOP!" I shouted. They couldn't hear me. I couldn't stop what was happening in front of me. I felt so useless, so helpless.

A huge clap echoed though the room. "I said don't lie to me. You are a worthless pathetic bitch."

"No," I said even if they couldn't hear me. My sweet little Isabel. My mate. Why did I do this to her?

I looked over at Isabel. She was only 12 at the time. She was looking at the other me. Tears running down her face. Her eyes already puffy and bloodshot. A huge red mark on her cheek, the shape of a handprint. My handprint, I gave her that mark.

"Go to your room. I don't want to see your ugly face for the rest of the night. If I do there will be consequences. And if I ever EVER hear about you bullying someone again. I'll make you regret the day you were born. Understood?" Isabel looked petrified. " I said understood!"

Isabel quickly replied, "Yes understood alpha sir." Putting her head down. She looked up one last time looking for permission to go to her room. Once she got it she took off as fast as she possible could to her room.

I closed my eyes. I don't want to be here. Why did I have to see that?

When I finally opened my eyes, I was no longer in the pack living room, but at school. I saw the other me walk into the cafeteria. I was no longer a young boy, but around the age I was today. Finally looking around I saw everyone. I smelt something amazing, Isabel?

I looked towards the other me looking at a table. I look over to see Isabel and her friends.

No! God no. I don't want to see this. Please make it stop. Please.

"Mate." The other me said, looking at Isabel in disgust.

"No stop. She's perfect. Don't look at her like that!" I shout, but still no one heard me.

"Nate don't do this." I wished I would have followed his advice. He tried to stop me, why didn't I listen? She would've still been here if I had.

"Shut up Michael. I, Nate Silver, reject Isabel Ace as a mate." No why did I reject her? Why am I reliving this? Make it stop. She's our mate.

My heart broke into a million pieces when I heard the girl I love say, "I don't care. I, Isabel Ace accept your rejection, Nate Silver." No Isabel please don't do this. I love you. "Guys I got to go see you later." Isabel said to her friends.

"No please don't go Isabel. I love you, please don't leave me," I begged for her to stay. For me to stop her. I wanted to run after her, but it was like my feet were glued to the floor.

A single tear ran down my face as she got up and walked away. Walked out of my life. The last time I saw her. I fell to my knees, and cried. "Please come back to me, my Isabel."