Blind - L.S

05

Harry
After Louis rudely told me off, I made my way home in a pool of tears and ignored Lottie's text messages asking me what was wrong and if I needed anything. I could not believe that Louis had the nerve to kiss me like that and then make me feel bad about it.

I slept through Sunday not really being in the mood to do much. When I woke up on Monday, I was a pouty mess not really being in the mood for school either. I got ready quickly and made my way downstairs to a note on the counter from my mom telling me she'd be home late today.

As I made my way to school I couldn't help but think about Louis, he was so intoxicating and I hated how he was all that went through my head. He was so rude and he was also unfaithful.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice when the bell rang. I quickly gathered my stuff and made my way to lunch. Just one more block. I reminded myself as I made myself to the rowdy cafeteria of careless teenagers.

"Hi Harry!" Lottie cheered , "What happened with you yesterday" she asked. I shrugged my shoulders, making her roll her eyes , annoyance evident in the motion. "Okay sure, you left in tears , and you're telling me that nothing was wrong?" Should I tell her? I thought to myself. I decided against telling her, because how silly would I sound telling Lottie that her 18 year old brother kissed, me and then threatened to ruin me if I spoke about it.

"I was tired and I really wanted to go home, sorry if I scared you" I mumbled hoping that my lie was believable enough. Lottie looked reluctant but she didn't question me further.

After lunch my last block seemed to be taking ages to end as Mrs. Jane's humdrum voice droned on about the square root of whatever number. I didn't really bother paying attention because I was already above the class average anyways. When class finally ended I decided on wasting no time on making my way home. Lottie wouldn't mind.

When I got home, I noticed that the door was unlocked. I thought mum was going to be home late, I thought to myself.

"Mum! I'm home!" I yelled as I walked into the living room but froze when I saw no one other than Louis sitting on my couch.

I gulped feeling my hands getting moist . I couldn't form words but then I could feel myself getting upset because Louis told me to basically stay away from him, and here he was making himself at home on my couch.

"Louis I s-suggest you make y-your way out" I said stumbling over my words "L-like now." A loud laugh made it's way out of his mouth.

" You suggest?" He came closer , "Come on babe we both know that's not what you really want."

"Y-you don't know what I want" I stuttered out. Each step he took closer to me, I would take a step back until my back hit the door and Louis was right in front of me. Looking down at me, he smirked and picked up my shaking hand, playing with my fingers a little.

"Nervous much?" He dropped my hand as I tried to hide the blush that was rising to my cheeks. But me being me, it didn't work out so much. "Harold, I know exactly what you want" A shiver ran down my spine , as he backed me up so far up against the door that I was surprised it wasn't breaking in two.

"Louis, I r-really think you should g-go now" He leaned his arm against the door right next to my head. My breath hitched in my throat as he pressed his chest against mine and relaxed his forehead against mine, looking down at me so we were face to face.

I was looking around the room behind his head and at his shirt and everywhere but his eyes, trying to not back down to him once again. "Look at me Harry" I tried keeping my eyes elsewhere for another minute before letting out another sigh and meeting his bright blue eyes. He leaned his head down some more past my sight until I felt a breath against my ear, sending another shiver down my spine "I know you want me"

Before I had any chance to respond I felt a familiar feeling against my lips, Louis was kissing me. I tried to pull back a little before realizing I was pushed up completely against the door, so I let myself get lost in the kiss. This reminded me so much of the mall and the excitement I had, but also about the way he yelled at me and threatened me , and told me he'd never date a guy and how it was a mistake.

But here he is once again, kissing me.

His lips left mine and his fingers tilted my head back a little, as his lips connected to my neck. My eyes widened as my brain was trying to catch up with what was happening.

"I know you want me" he breathed out. Connecting his lips back to my collar bone, sucking and licking.

"In more ways than one" I was about to ask him what he mean, but was cut off when he pushed his knee in between my legs and up against my jeans, causing me to gasp and throw my head back a little.

He pulled back, looking to me again "You like that, don't you?" I went to go speak when, once again, he cut me off. He attached his lips to mine and started walking backwards, pulling me with him by my shirt. I had a little trouble walking and kissing him at the same time and ended up stumbling a couple times until he turned us around and pushed me down onto the couch back in the living room. 

I looked up at him, staring down at me, scanning my body as I tried to catch my breath. He lifted his shirt off and pushed me down onto my back so I was lying completely under him and started tugging at the bottom of my shirt until it was completely off.

He trailed his lips down to my chest and started kissing all around it as I just stared up at him, trying to wrap my head around the situation and what was happening.

His name slipped past my lips a little louder than I intended when his hand slipped under my jeans and grabbed my dick.

I grabbed his hair and started tugging on it as he slipped his hand past my boxers and started massaging my dick. I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the couch letting out a moan.

A catchy tune started ringing through the room and Louis dropped his head onto my chest and he went into the back pocket of his jeans and fished out his phone. I frowned at the loss of contact as Louis tapped the screen a couple times .

"Fuck" He looked down at me with a pissed off expression.

He picked up his shirt and threw it on, completely ignoring me as if he just hadn't been feeling me up.

"Louis what's wrong?" I asked, he continued to ignore me. I stood up from the position he had left me in and walked towards him, looking at the tense muscles of his back. "Louis?" I tried again. I grabbed onto his arm and I gasped when he pushed me back.

"Can you shut the fuck up? God damn, you're so annoying" he seethed.

I started shaking, my lips quivering, and tears on the verge of falling. "I-i just want to k-know if I did something wrong" I said my voice shaking from fear.

"If you want to know so damn bad, Eleanor fucking called and I have to fucking leave, to be with my girlfriend.
Now if you'd keep your mouth shut and stop calling me it'd be great" he yelled at me, making more tears fall, this time at a quicker pace.

"B-but I thought you liked me" I said my voice soft and shaky.

"My god Harold you're so naïve, I don't like you okay? Stay away from me, if you know what's good for you" he said walking out of my house.

He left me once again, standing alone and confused.

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So this is the chapter, I hope you guys like! This is a collab chapter with randomdirectioner14 (Rachel) so I give her credit because the parts she wrote were amazing. Thanks for reading and keep voting and also commenting x
-Mara