There came a time in my life
When all I wanted to do was slump to the ground,
Never to get up again.
To give up.
When the moon no longer attracted me and only
Latched on to the werewolves in my head that were
Howling and pleading to be free.
Once the factory which I dare call my mind began
Pumping fear after fear at 3am.
When the only thing reminding me I was alive was the
Subtle aroma of the putrid fumes from your lawnmower
That you lost control of 5 hours previous
Suffocating all of my thoughts and emotions.
Setting them on fire.
There came a time when there was nothing left but
Broken dreams and empty promises
That nobody cared about.
Not even me.