Rose's POV
It's now been a whole three months without Alex. I have been miserable ever since our break up. I had to be strong. I couldn't keep living like this.
Alex wouldn't want me to be crying every day. I'm just glad he was in New York doing what he loved. I remember when he used to sing me songs to sleep. Or when I was sick. Even when we went out places and he took me in private just to sing to me.
Alex was my best friend. I don't know if I'll ever be able to date again.
But he asked for me to wait for him. I would do just that. I know he would wait for me too.
I got off my bed throwing my covers onto the floor. Not really in the mood to make my bed.
I got out of my pajamas then hopped in the shower. I decided today I would finally hang out with Clyde.
He has been wanting to hang out ever since we went to the beach. I shut him out only because of Alex.
I'm single now. I had to face it sooner than later.
I went downstairs after changing into my gray jean shorts and a short sleeve magenta top with my favorite black hearts sandals.
My mom was nowhere in sight. I hope she was out on dates. She needed to get back out there again. I wasn't going to be here forever.
I went in the downstairs bathroom to check my hair again before leaving. It was in curls instead of straight like the usual this summer.
Having to straighten it everyday was a struggle. Once my hair looked decent enough, I turned out the lights.
I grabbed my keys off the wall where all the keys hung, and went outside to my car.
I text Clyde that I was heading to the Panic at the disco event soon. He was lucky that was my favorite band beside Almighty A's.
"There's the most beautiful girl in the room. How are you darling? " Clyde greeted me at the door. He linked his arm into mine, and we went back to the front row seats where he was seated at. Yeah, he went all out.
"Great actually. How are you today? " I said a little louder over the music playing.
Panic At The Disco wasn't playing yet. There was just a song playing from this band I didn't really listen to. They were called Yellow Card or something like that.
"Just happy you decided to come hang out with me today. I can tell we are going to be best friends now. "
I could hear the smirk in Clyde voice.
Unlinking our arms, I moved away from him giving us space.
"Ehh.. we'll see about that."
Before he could answer, the screen changed to a panic at the disco song. The people all around me began jumping and screaming along to the lyrics.
Panic At The Disco came from behind the curtains and came out to the stage. The band began to sing and I sang along to the lyrics. I knew every single song from them there is to know.
This definitely was one of the best days of my lives.
After the event when Weezer ended the concert, Clyde and I went to Taco Bell to eat.
He ordered us both some tacos and me a pepsi.
"I had fun with you." I admitted when we got to the steps of my front door. "I really mean that. I'm sorry for how I acted before."
"I had fun too. Let's just leave the past in the past." Clyde gave me a hug.
He was about to walk away and get in his car.
"Hey.. Clyde? "
"Yeah?"
"Thank you." I quickly said after a long silence between us.
He just shook his head while smiling. After I saw his car leaving my driveway I went inside.
As much as I wanted to tell him about the break up I couldn't. I didn't want things to be weird. It's not like today was a date or anything.
I found my mom in the kitchen. She was baking a lemon cake. Our favorite.
Sitting at the table, my mom joined me while smiling. We talked about the event that went on today, and she told me that she went out to a bar with a girlfriend of hers.
I really wanted her to tell me she went on a date. My luck. It's like she was reading my mind, because she hugged me tight. Letting me know that everything was going to be okay.
When the cake was done, we ate the entire thing. My mom and I could never just eat one slice of cake. It was our thing.
I didn't bring up Alex today. I was making progress.
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