I need you

Memories

~hello there! Sooo this is the second chapter of this story....hope you like it!~
'8th of September 2014
Dear diary,
Ehm....this is the first time that I write you sooo I'm not really sure of how it works but I'd like to tell you a bit about me.... My name's Amaya Uchiha (well that's my mother's surname), I'm fourteen years old and now I'm living in Kiri...I'm here since two months but next week we are moving to Suna because my mom changed work (again)....I hope It's nice... Anyways my family is composed from my mom and me.....I don't know where my dad is but I don't care....I've got only his photo and I look pretty much like him....he has blonde hair and freckles, just like me but I got the eyes like my mom (they are onyx)! Instead my mom (Her name's Saki) has long, silky black hair and black eyes! well, I need to go now! I'll write you soon! Bye
Amaya
15th of September 2014
Dear diary,
I just moved in Suna and tomorrow I'll start my new school...I hope I'll find good friends....Y'know it's not as bad as I thought here, actually I like it! I live in an apartment near the gates of the city. It's not big but it's very nice! My room is small but I love it because it's furniture is of my favorite colors: black and red. Then  there is my mother's room, a small kitchen, a bathroom and a sitting room!We have even a flat roof and stairs that bring to it so when there is the sunset I always go to see it...it's just wonderful and it makes my feel free! Sorry I need to go now...hope to write you soon! Bye
Amaya

20th of September 2014
Dear diary,
I'm in love with this place, with my new school and my friends! Guess what: I've got already a best friend! His name is gaara and he is 14 years old just like me! He is a quiet guy but he is really nice to me! I have also another friend: Matsuri, a fourteen year-old girl...she is kind and also very funny! Sorry I need to go! Lot's of kisses!
Amaya

1st of October 2014
Dear diary,
I know it's strange but I think I'm falling for my best friend! I mean, I always feel butterflies in my stomach when I see him, I feel like touching his beautiful face or his crimson red hair and to lose my self in his perfect icy-blue eyes! Yeah I'm falling for him...
Amaya

13th October 2014
Dear diary,
It makes me feel bad when I see matsuri with gaara all the time! I know it's not nice to say but I hate when she looks at him with her dreamy eyes! I'd like to know what she thinks when she looks at him! I hope her feelings aren't the same as mine...
Amaya

16th October 2014
Dear diary,
I understood that I can't change what's happening: matsuri is in love with gaara, she told me at school....Well, I think I'll need to find someone else, even if it will be difficult....
Amaya       '
Why I never wrote again after this last note? Oh well I might at least write on this one more time...

'15th of July 2015
Dear diary,
It's been a while huh?! Yeah yeah I know... Ehm what should I write now... sooo tomorrow morning I'm leaving Suna and I will move to Konoha; I'm actually pretty excited about this but I feel also sad, I'll leave gaara without saying good bye to him....I know I'm stupid but I told him I'd leave in the afternoon...ops I lied....It's just that, I can't face him before I'll leave...it's just....just to much for me! Anyways, like he would care, he has matsuri with him so I'll just leave as I came!
I just wanted to write this...gaara, I love you...I fell in love with you when I met you the first time in the cafeteria...remember? Ha, yeah, I'm a disaster....anyways thank you diary and bye....forever(?)........
Amaya
When I wrote that last note I started thinking of the day I met him....
Flashback
it was my second day of school and I still didn't have a true friend, I just talked to some people here and there but nothing of important....I was in the cafeteria chosing what I could eat. When I got everything I wanted, I turned around and banged into someone "Oh s-sorry i didn't mean to!" I looked at the mess I made: his shirt was all dirty from my 'food'! I leaned down and with a paper napkin I started cleaning his shirt. "Sorry, I really didn't me-" I felt a hand grab my wrist and for the first time I looked at the guy in the face: he had beautiful light-blu/green eyes and crimson red hair...wow, he will hate me now...."don't worry It's fine" he said with a non emotional face "but you are all dirty an-" "I said to don't worry...I have a change" Lot's of people gathered around us looking at me worried and at him terrified.....I didn't understand why...he seems so nice to me! "Ehm...could you move a bit so I can stand up...you are blocking the way" eh eh....well yes, actually I was leaning in a little too much...but I couldn't stop staring at his eyes...they were just so...so beautiful! "Yes! sorry again!" At that I stood up and I reached out my hand for him to grab so he could stand up easily...he took it! His touch...only that made my heart skip a beat...holy crap I sound like a little girl in love! Tell me god: what's happening to me!!!! After a while I didn't feel his presence anymore...oh fuck! I was lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice him leaving...I must find him! I ran out of the cafeteria and down the hallways till I reached the corridor that led to the locker rooms: there he was shirtless...oh my fucking Jashin...."what are you doing?" I was soooo embarrassed and I was surely blushing..."I...um...I w-was looking f-for you to apologize again....I really feel sorry...ask me what ever you need...I feel really in need to pay off the problem
I caused to you....again sorry" now I was bowing....what the fuck is happening to me! I never stutter when I speak and I'm never that soft with anyone...usually I wouldn't care! What has this guy that the others don't have....if I continue like this he might think I'm in love or something like that! "Besides what are you doing shirtless in a corridor!" This time I was pointing an accusative finger at him. Great Amaya! You got away with it! "Well, the locker rooms were closed so I decided to change here, i thought that usually no one would be here during the break but I think I was wrong....anyways you shouldn't worry, you didn't cause me any problem, actually it is nice to talk to someone who isn't scared of me..." "Wait! What? You aren't scary...actually you are nice..." At that he smirked at me...FUCK! "N-NOT IN THAT SENSE! WHAT ARE YOU THINKING!" Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck "oh...nothing..." He was still smiling "By the way could you put your shirt on!"I was blushing madly now! "Why? Do I distract you?" He really got the wrong idea...CAN THIS GET EVEN MORE AWKWARD! He started walking towards me still smirking.... What should I do....maybe run...no no....or maybe...no....WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO!!!! I was still thinking when I found myself pinned-up against the wall! Oh no, please no...."you're cute when you blush" I heard him whisper in my ear. At that he let go off me and when I saw his face I understood everything "You fucking bastard! You were playing with me!" "Well... maybe" he said smiling, oh my, he is really cute when he smiles *mental slap* WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU THINKING, GET A HOLD ON YOUR SELF!!!! "So, what's your name?" "I-I'm Uchiha Amaya....what's yours?" "I'm Sabuko no Gaara....you are new here right?" "Yes" "you need any help?" "Well...FOR SURE NOT FROM YOU!" I was  feeling angry but I was also embarassed..."Ok then, bye  Amaya" he put his shirt on and started walking away "NO WAIT!" Why the fuck I shouted him to stop! "What?" Okay calm Amaya just use an excuse "actually I-I still lose my self here...c-could you show me around, no one ever did" he froze on his spot and looked at me wide-eyed "s-sure"
End flashback
Ha yes, that for sure was an awkward day...but it was a fantastic awkward day!
~Finished! Another chapter finished! Sorry if it took me so long but school started ;-; Anyways hope you liked it and sorry for any possible mistake😅 byeeeeeeee~