Doubts

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( This was originally made for a story that I haven't actually published anything for yet, but I found that this couldn't fit in with any of the main characters and was also too long. It is also kind of sad, and I felt a pang of guilt while writing this. Yet, my golden rule is: "If the words start to flow, emotions have to go." Although I didn't want this to just waste away, so here it stays.)(Also bear with the with how bad my poetry is; I'm more of a rhymer not a poet.)



Was there ever a doubt in your mind?

When you said those words that would bind

Looked into her eyes

That seemed to be filled with new skies

See her become a wife

And share with her your life

Watch her bring in your new son

Like that nine months was a battle won

When you saw him grow

Saw him play

Told you what he aimed to become one day

There was no regret

No remorse

You loved them both, of course

It was all fine until then

When your son went to you...

And said that he liked men

She said with a tear:

"We know we're here!"

Yet you remarked:

"Get out. You queer."

They stumbled, shocked

And the tears, they flocked

Still you continued

Yet all you said was rude

All the love went away 

New hatred left to stay

You kicked them both out

Your face stout with a pout 

They were no longer there

So you turned to beer with an empty stare

Unaware

And newly emotion-impaired.

Did it even matter to you?

When you let go of those two?




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