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im 25 year old girl with no life my life eneded the day i met my partner 8 years ago
i was young and stupid and should of hung with me mates haveing fun instead of getting involved but no not me
where do i begin
it was the 15th of august it all began usally day got up went college was invited out round my mates house for a drink well im not silly i dont drink
when i arrived at the house i noticed it was just a small gathering of people i didnt reconise any of them apart from my mate amy she was laying all over this fella whose house it was i never new he was her type he looked ruff dirt ruff as i glanced round the room i see people were drinking and skinning up amy spotted me standing in the door way and called me i didnt hear her at first as i turned to face her i was shoved on to the sofa longside the door .
i turned round to say what the fuck when a fella in his 20s was standing there coverd in blood no one seemed to notice till he fell on to the living room floor i looked down to the floor and saw something proceding from the back of his jeans a few of the other guys noticed that he was coverd in blood and raced to his side and helped carry him of for some reason i got up from the sofa and folllowed them all i felt a tug on my arm and it was amy she had tears in her eyes .
i knew to stop but i couldnt i carried on following the guys i should have turned and fled but me being me i had to find out what happend i walked in through a door which was a bedroom if thats what you call it it was empty apart from a matress on the floor which now the guys body was laying on they where trying to strip his clothes of to find out where the blood was comeing from .
i must of been stareing in shock as i herd one of the fellas say what we gonna do his gonna die if we dont stop the bleeding a cold tear ran down my cheek .
sudenly there was comosition comeing from down the hall i took a peek back out the door that id came in to see the comosion there were 8 men stnding there handing around guns GUNS (SHIT SHOULD I RUN )
there was grunt from behind me which made me jump i turned round ready to defend myself when the guy said wooo easy sister im dean and held his hand out to shake it ,it was coverd in blood he noticed and said sorry ,he asked me if i new how to sew ,well whats he want me to do sit and sow his socks ? i just nodded he said good and took of down the hallway leaveing with the fella who looks like he was dead i approached the guy he was tall his feet hung of the matress he had dirty blond hair his mudscles rippled across his chest the blood still pumping from the wound he groaned and i steppped back out of how scared i was he kept mumbling i walked forward to hear what he was saying then leaned over to hear him i couldnt make out what he was saying the blood was still flowing with nothing trying to stop it i looke round the room to find something but there wasnt any thing i new a bit of first aid but this much i new to put pressure on the wound before i had a second thought i ripped my white vest top of in one swoop and applied pressure to the wound he moaned in pain im sorry i said his flicked his eyes open they where the most gorgeous green eyes iv ever seen i must of been stareing as i didnt hear someone come into the room it was dean he was carrying something and sat beside me on the floor and eyed me then spoke you know first aid i just noded .
he looked at the guy on matress and said always the same ah gal ladies stripping of for ya and he laughted i could feel my cheeks burning
as you know first aid you will know what to do here then and handed me twizzers hell no im not digging a round in someones chest for a bullet he glared at me and said its not far in
