Allys pov.
Home again, I walk into the house and the smell of cigarettes and alcohol hits me. I give a slight gag. But I'm kind of use to it. I pull out my phone and saw kiara my best friend's contact. I send her a text "2 more days till vidcon" a couple of seconds pass buy. "I know what are you going to wear?" I just realized I didn't have anything so I send her a text "SHOPPING" "definitely" she replied.
"Ally, you piece of shit get down here" my mother yelled. Her voice was like nails on a chalkboard. But they wernt always like that they use to be sweet and you can hear the mother in her words. Now ever since my brother died my parents lost control of them selfs. it hit my father the hardest because clearly he loved my brother the most. And they were stuck with a no good, useless daughter.
"Yes mother?"
"I fucking told you to clean the kitchen" she said.
"I did mother" I replied back.
"Oh, thank you. Now get mommy another beer"
"Yes mother"
Before I got back with another beer she was passed out. Good I hated being anywhere neer thoes ass wholes. They don't even have a job. Thank god the house is payed off and I have a job. Or who knows where we'll be. I went back to my room. I sat down on my bed. And pulled out my camera and tripod. I had to make another you tube viedo.
"Hey guys it's ally here" I started off with my normal intro. 5 minutes pass buy and I end the viedo "thank you for watching and I'll see all of you beautiful people next week" and I turn off the camera. I started a you tube channel about two years ago. And today I have 2 million subscribers. I started to edit my viedo and my phone buzzed with a text it said "look at this viedo I think you might like this guy" and followed was a link to a viedo by some guy named jc caylen. I never herd of him so I clicked the link and I started looking at his profile. He was hot. I can't even lie. He was everything I wanted. Well so far.
I got up and went down stairs to make dinner. And before I could open my door. I heard my mom fighting with my dad. And they yell pretty loud. "George you no good for nothing son of a bitch. Take your no good for nothing daughter" she yells "I don't want her, you take her" he says back "nether do I, she was a mistake I don't even love her."
I felt tears start streaming down my face my mom has said some pretty hurtful things before. But nothing like that. I sit back down the tears just kept coming. I looked at my dresser. I knew the blades were in there. I shouldn't but I wanted to. I Walked over to the dresser. I picked up a little black box and in there was 4 blades. I picked one up and dragged it across my arm I saw the blood trickle down my arm.
I missed that feeling. I put the box back in the dresser and layed on my bed. I was thinking to my self. Maybe I should just die. No one would miss me... I just kept crying and finially I was asleep.
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Awe poor alli :(. Guys I deleted the other book I know I know kill me. But it just wasn't going anywhere. Soo this one should go alot better than the other one. I'll try to update alot more.
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