Don't Touch the Alpha's Sister!

Chapter Eleven: I Don't Want To Remember This Night

Part of this chapter is Rated-R for a reason. All events leading up to the Rate-R scene are there, but if you want the whole thing please refer to the book entitled "Don't Touch The Alpha's Sister! {Rated-R Chapters}"

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Chapter Eleven: I Don't Want To Remember This Night

I woke up with heavy eyes and a weak body. Someone held me in their arms as we sat, but I couldn't tell who. I ordered my body to move away from the person, but it wasn't listening. Once I gave up hope on moving, I let out a loud groan in defeat. I didn't feel hurt, I just felt groggy. My mind wanted to jump and run, but my body was too tired and needed a rest.

"Looks like princess is coming to," Someone stated, clapping their hands together in amusement.

"Who?" I whispered in a faint voice, my thought not coming out as clearly as I wanted it to.

"Ssh! Relax, Princess," The person holding me cooed into my ear as he pulled me against them tighter. "You just woke up, give it a few minutes and you'll be on cloud nine." He promised with a kiss on my cheek.

I rolled my head in the other direction, moving away from the horrible feel of his lips against my skin. I wanted to kick him, to fight him, to tell him he can shove it up his ass. But I was too weak. My body wasn't about to start any kind of fast movement anytime soon. I tried to call for my wolf, but of course when I needed her most; she was no where to be found. 

"Here, now to start the fun," A voice called as they walked towards me.

I couldn't open my eyes to see, but I could diffidently feel the presence of someone over me. A cold hand crawled it's way under my shirt and slowly slid to the edge of my bra. I flinched, not liking the unfamiliar touch at all. It made my heart hurt and my stomach do flip flops as he violated me in such a way.

I could hear the group of guys laughing as I groaned and made every sound possible to prove how much I hate them all. They only found my pain to be amusing and that was unsettling. I heard them exchange many whispers as the man kept his cold fingers around the under wire of my black bra. I couldn't zone in enough to catch what they were whispering, but it really didn't matter. They have one thing on their mind- to violate me. Nothing else matters.

"Hey Princess!" One called with a chuckled in his throat.

I flickered my eyelashes at him, trying my hardest to make out what he has to show. Before I could realize what was going on, the man who had my bra near his hand gave it a hard squeeze. At the same time that happened, another guy stabbed me in the arm with what I could only assume to be a needle. I found enough voice in me to cry out in pain loudly, but it was quickly muffled by a large hand over my lips.

"Relax, Princess. We already told you that you would have fun," One started.

"And fun you shall get," Another added with a deep, mischievous laugh on the end.

I slowly felt my power coming back to me, but why?

"Wha-what did you give me?" I asked with caution as my mind finally stirred thoughts together correctly again.

"Something to loosen you up, but still keep you conscious," The dark haired boy from before winked to me.

"GET OFF ME!" I screamed, kicking and pulling away from the boy I sat on as my final bits of strength returned.

"Oh no you don't, Princess. One more minute till you're free to leave- but at that point, you won't want to," The guy holding me on his lap spoke into my ear, having a harmony of laughs fill the forest from the others.

I struggled against him, flapping around in his lap. A few screams escaped my lips, but the guy holding me was quick to smother them by placing his hand over my mouth. Slowly as my energy began to return, my head started to swirl. I went to say something, but different words would come out of my mouth instead.

I couldn't understand it; was I high? Did they give me something to mess with my head? I relaxed a little into the guy and he removed his hand from my mouth. I couldn't make sense of it, but I was no longer afraid to be around them all. It didn't matter that only seconds ago I was terrified for my life, nope. Now I feel like they're my long lost buddies and nothing bad can happen.

"What did you... It... The... What?" I spoke, confusing even myself with my words.

My vision wasn't going in and out or being dragged like it was before. Instead it was my head doing all the weirdness. I couldn't make sense of how a simple needle could bring my mind to this state.

I saw all the guys smirk to me as I leaned back into the one who was holding me's lap. "That's it Princess, relax and enjoy it," He purred, petting my hair and nuzzling his head into my neck.

None of this freaked me out, I have no idea why, but it didn't. All the guys crowded around me and felt me up in one way or another. It didn't hurt, but it didn't feel great either. Honestly, it was like no emotions were hitting me what-so-ever. It was like everything is just happening and I'm just here to be here, nothing more or less. 

"Funny how when you mix wolfs bane with speed; it neutralizes your wolf," The guy holding me chuckled.

***Go to Rated-R chapters book for this section of the book***

I woke up naked on the ground, surrounded by nothing but darkness. I have no idea how I got here, or where exactly here is, but I guess that doesn't matter. I only really want to know why I'm naked and where my clothes are.

I slowly sat up and scanned the ground around me for my clothes. I used one of the only powers I know how to, in order to see in the night and walk out of here with pride. Once I found my ripped panties, dirty bra and grass stained shirt and jeans, I put them on. Hurrying to save myself from the cold and cover everything up. I left my panties on the ground, beings that they have no use and are ripped, making them trash now.

I shook off all my bad feelings and focused my mind on moving past this. I'm sad I don't know what happened, but thinking of what might have happened makes it all the worst. I decided to let this one thing slide and move on. I straightened my back, smoothed down my hair and fixed my curls. I told myself over and over that I just went for a naked run and passed out- that's it, nothing more.

I made my way out of the forest and back into the clearing to rejoin the party. I saw the log I had been sitting on before open and ready for me to take a seat. I walked over to it and plopped down, going back to my ways of watching the crowd of people before me.

My body hurt all over, but I refused to let my mind focus on it. I don't want to know what happened to me, nor do I need to. Knowing it will only scar me and I bet nothing good can come of waking up naked and alone like that.

"Hey Roxie!" Leo cheered, joining me on the log.

"Hi Leo," I whispered, feeling nothing but drained from this night.

"You look like hell, what happened?" He asked with concern.

"I don't want to talk about it," I stated, dropping my head to the ground. "Hey Leo, can you give me a ride back to the house? Please," I begged, knowing what I need most right now is sleep.

I lifted my head to give Leo the puppy dog eyes and he fell for it. "Of course, let's go," He answered, getting up from the log and offering me a hand to help me up as well.

I took his hand in mine and blushed at the warm, comforting feeling it gave me. It's nice to have a friend to be there for me and Leo makes me feel safe for some reason. I smiled brightly at him and followed as he walked us over to his car.

I sat down in the passenger seat as he got in to drive. The drive felt like forever, but the air in it was calm. Leo made the situation so much easier on me just by being here for me. I know I can't remember what happened to me back there, but I still didn't want to be alone. 

"Look, Roxie. I'm usually not one for serious situations... But, you want to talk about it?" Leo asked me, slightly turning his gaze from the road to me, then back again. 

I let out a suppressed sigh and tried to gather my thoughts as much as I could. "To be honest, I don't even know what happened. I think my wolf is keeping it all from me to protect me... She thinks I'm weak. And I think she's right."

"Don't say that, Roxie. You're not weak, you're just a good person. Besides, how many people can say they stand up to one of the most feared Alpha's on the east coast?" He chuckled, trying to lift the mood with humor. 

I gave a dry laugh and he must have taken that as a point I don't want to continue. We finished the drive back the pack house in silence. It wasn't awkward or weird, but it wasn't very comfortable either. Leo knew something was bothering me, but I myself didn't even know what I'm going through. I felt bad for not appreciating his attempt to cheer my up, but I just couldn't focus on that.

Once we finally arrived at the pack house, Leo walked me up to my room. He turned to leave the room after he saw I was comfortable in the bed, but I didn't want him to go for some reason. "Hey Leo!" I called out and he turned around me look at me.

"Yeah, Roxie?"

"Do you think you can stay with me?" I asked, trying not to sound needy or childish. "Just until I fall asleep?" I added onto the end to make it sound better.

He looked as if he was hesitant or contemplating it, but after a short time he spoke."Why not?" Leo smiled lightly, walking over to the side of the bed and taking a seat.

I didn't need to ask him to know that he knows something terrible happened to me. I don't know why he hasn't asked more, but I think that's what adds to my feeling of safety. Leo is here for me when I don't even know him very well and he doesn't even have to ask me to know when I'm not okay.

He took his hand in mind and sat on a chair beside the bed as I closed my eyes and tried to find sleep. I could feel Leo's eyes on me and I loved the feeling of it. He really puts me into this calm, relaxed and eased state of mind.

"I'm so glad I have you," Is all I told him before I let the darkness of the room swallow my mind and give me the final bit of peace I needed.