my life

life its something so precious so beautiful so fragile yet so mean and ugly at times .like a coloring page if you even go out side the line of the pictrue you'll mess it up completely or will you ? you can either damage the perfect picture or turn it into a masterpiece .something so cocolorful or so common. Life is some what a chance to lean to fall to love to win to loose to be happy to be sad to smile to cry to make mistakes to remember unforgettable faces. To have it all or one of these all .We all want the perfect life but we all don't get it ...or do we?That's life its so unsure,how to live it well its another thing                           

seven weeks left of school and hear i am studying for a history test ,things haven't exactly changed or gone as i planned them this year , but then again nothing ever goes my was at least not this year it did ,honestly I've had no luck all year ,considering ive somewhat always had uncertain good luck. OH well i have seven weeks to turn it all around to make these last weeks awesome fun to make some unforgettable memories .there is only really one question. Can i do it ? i mean I'm sure I'm committed i think i can .ugh..life i sometimes wonder what you have planed for me? well I've had a very Suckey week honestly. i barley noticed but people are real biothces when there on there period !or at least that's what i think Aprils been a complete biotch all week to me i hate it when she whispers like I'm right freaking here i can still fudging hear you ! ou and don't even get me started on her laugh ,she laughs like a retarded seal that's dying of some rare seal disease .I Cant stand her or anymore bioches i swear i go all Mexican mama on them .SO i practically spent my week eating with the people that talk about other people and hanging out with them cause every one else is running around like crazy monkeys in are school gym .yep a school gym because are schools to cheap to buy more property for us to actually breathe fresh air it feels like a mini jail house in my school. My science teacher is been cranky all week giving us papers due tomorrow in a specific front is so not like him hes suppose to be the fun cool science teacher not the give me a full page in cursive af the chapter you just read teacher speaking of teachers my stupid art teacher decided to be a pain and sit me next to a guy i hate and want to high five in the face ..with a very large dictionary for the rest of the year .just when i thought id never have to sit next to that thing again Ive sat next to him for three horrible miserable years he tortured me by poking me ,leaning on me , hugging me ,and staring at me just so he could get the stupid math answers out of me hes the creepies guy i know yet somewhat of a mystery too hes so hard to understand but so annoying.wow a week i become a loner and people tell ,me there deepest darkest secrets from who they like to who's not talking to who because of a stupid kiss and she went out with him but he broke up with her.OMFG it quite funny and sad that people just love to be so damn nosy all the time but who can blame us right where only human we only wanna now everything about everyone,but not everyone wants you to know everything about them .so yeah i had a crappy week but I'm here complaining to you about it why ? because either you wanna help or find this amusing but mostly your the only one that really listens to these words to MY words to all my secrets to how my day or weeks been .why am i telling you ..Simple i need a hero i need advise your hearing me out so HELP me.  ~someone~