I'm a small 16 year old girl in a big world. living my life isn't "rainbows and butterflys" .. my past isn't of a perfect girl.. but a broken one. my father is very religeous but me on the others. hand .. not really the "godly" type. well I hope my story explains to you my life. what I had to go through when I was .... well you'll figure out sooner or later. ***★★★★★★-★-★-★******★****★***
Alaynas(my)point of veiw: "ALAYNA GET UP! YOUR GONNA MISS THE BUS AGAIN! " barks Jenifer. the step mother I never wished for. "ALAYNA!!" "COMING " I maneged to sqeeze out before going back to sleep. I finnally open my eyes. *8:33* "oh shit " I I yelped while trying to lift up my legs. ohh how they acked. "why. school.now.." getting up, I walk over to the closet where I find some baggy sweats and an Aero shirt. I grab a sweater and some slippers and run out the door. "damit" I mumble under my breath. "missed again". I grab the keys run back outside and turned the car on. while waiting for the car to heat up, I relaxed. felt like I was gonna faint. I finnally back out of the drive way and start driving in the schools direction. "great. on my way to hell" once I get there, pull the keys out of the car and get out, people are already calling me names. " what up bag of bones" "hows it going pokey" "skin and bones. niches like her dont deaserve to live.. haha" " nobody likes a twig." I walk my way threw the words of hurt that I've numned to. walking into my class room I see Tanner. "hey alayna" Tanner whispers, "your late" "yeah I know.. had an extra long wizz in the bathroom" "haha alayna very funny -_- ... can I come over today?" "BE QUIET " yelped the teacher. I whisper again barely able to here myself. " "yeah. that's alright." "ok ill be there"
sittingthee'trting to be quiet as possible, letting doctor teacher. inject me with words I dont know and dont care to know. not even reposing my bestest friend in the whole wide world.. Morgan.. spitting spit balls at me and missing. Right when I looked she somhow managed to not miss and the Goey spit ball landed right In the middle of my forehead. "SCORE " she yelled loudly. the teacher looked at her with a questioning/ conserned look on his face. morgan replied to his look. "I saw a yellow car outside !" Mr lingin shook his head and continued injecting us with the school poison. "Hay alayna, wanna hang out today? " she whispered, eager for an answer. " um sure. tanners coming to" "fine with me!" Morgan whispers with excitement. "when do you have to go back to treatment? " ohh treatment. a mental prison for lost teenagers. they stuffed me tell I was a Teddy bear but I lost it all again to quick. " um.. I dont know, I hope not anytime soon" I whisper superior. quietly because I dont want anyone knowing my so called "secret".
