Please listen to beside you by 5 seconds of summer when you read this
Chapter.
-Unknown
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(Her pov.)
I've gone to school even though I kinda hate it bc the people their but I ignore it . I don't visit the boys a lot anymore bc I just wanna be alone. Any way it's another dreadful day of school but it turned out for the worse. I walk into my math class and say hi to Mrs.bills class. I take out my homework and notes and hand her my homework.
I found out that Jenave ( the girl that bullies her) moved classes so she'll be in mine. I guess it's going to be a really hard day. I sigh to my self and sit down in my seat and see Jenave sit right behind me . I feel like just hiding while her glare is burning holes in the back of my head. I answer a few questions and hear Jenave socff each time I get them right.
She raises her hand and I can tell it's not good by the big smirk on her face. " Mrs.Bills why dose the slut have to participate in any thing , we obviously know that she should just stay alone , like she'll end up " I feel tears building in my eyes as she says it " that's enough Jenave " Mrs.bills says with a stern voice. " sorry I'm just stating the truth, outcasts are meant to be alone and quite" she says with a smirk . I can't take if anymore and run out the class room and out of the school with tears running down my face.
I run to the park that I live by and sit by the pond. Usually people don't go here bc they are always talking but it's kinda a hiding/thinking spot for me. I remember that I kept a razor in my book bag and take it out. I don't cut on a normal bases only if something gets to me. I slice a small cut into my wrist and bite my lip a bit as the oxygen stings my wound. I make another cut and rinse off the blood with my water bottle . " hey is that you?" I hear Calum's voice and panic a put putting the razor into my book bag fastly and drinking the water bottle . " no" I say in a houses tone and try to whipe all the tears off my cheeks. " why are you here , your supposed to be at school ?" He says standing next to me and I hold my wrist behind my back " um just looking" I say . Calum sees me holding my wrist " what's behind your back?" He asks and nocks over my books bag with the bloody razor and sees it . I put it back in , leaving me arm to bleed and run down my arm . " why?" He asks and bends down to my hight . I cover up my wrist again " what are you talking about I look to the side , not able to lie straight to his face.
" give me your wrist " he demands holding out his hand " no" I say butting my lip " give me your wrist " he razes his voice and make it more stern" no" I yell a bit louder and he tryes to get my wrist and we fight over it for a bit , but he gets it in the end and he's penning me down . " Jesus" he says and shakes his head " you know each time you make a cut your hurting some one you love " he says and I can't help but just hug him tightly. " I love you " I snuggle my head into his neck and I feel him kiss my wrists. " you can always make things better , you just need someone to help." He says and kisses my forehead " I never found anyone to help me " I whisper in to his neck and feel him shake a bit from my breath on his neck.
" well now you've got us" he says and I feel his cheeks turn up to a smile.
Oh fuck he's going to tell the boys!
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Thanks for reading loves
-Unknown
