Izzys pov:
I see no point on chasing Sam. If he can't see what he did wrong to the relationship then that was his problem. He had everything a boy ever wanted. She was funny, pretty, smart, she would always laugh at Sams jokes (even if they were horrible) and when she was with her friends, she would always say how Sam did this or that. It was truly disgusting and sweet on how she would talk about him and I really miss her. She was my best friend, other than Sam. I introduced her to Sam thinking she would change him, but she didn't. She had the ability to change people. For fuck sakes, she changed me. I truly miss her.
Steven grabs my waist, turns me around and pulls me into a hug. I didn't fight back. I didn't fight back the tears. "I can't believe that she's gone. She was the person I went to when I needed to talk. She was there for me and when Sam always tried to treat her like shit, she would always come to me. I was always in the middle of the relationship. She would come to me when she needed help. Sam would always say that I'm the reason they're aren't together. Like I was the problem. I.... I just..... Wanted to help.... I thou---"
"Izzy..... You are NOT the reason that they broke up. Sam blames you because that is easier than him blaming himself. He is selfish and he isn't the person that you know. I know because he dated my sister. That's why when he saw me he had an attitude. He doesn't like me because I got into the relationship like you did. He treated her like shit. She's all better, she's living her life happily married and I couldn't be any happier for her. Look, you're a wonderful, beautiful smart girl. You know that it wasn't your fault. You know that I like you. I just met you but I was attracted to you. You should be thankful that Grace came into your life. I had to learn my ways the harder way. I wish I had a friend that helped me change myself, but no. I had no one. You had someone. You had someone, yet even though Sam took her, you stayed with him? I don't understand that part. I don't understand how you can be friends with Sam even when he was the reason Grace left."
I don't know how Steven can say all these things about me. I mean we just met 6 hours ago, but he's talking to me like he knew me for a while. His hand brushed my hair. His dark brown big eyes were in mine. Locked. I thought about all he said. I was lost. I was lost in his lips. His lips looked so soft. Just imagining how his kisses feel. "How about we go to your house?" I was interrupted by Stevens warm soft voice. I just nodded, not finding the right words. He grabbed my hand leading us to a taxi. I told the taxi my address and we were on our way.
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Hey guys, I know it's been forever since I wrote but I'm really truly sorry. I'll try to post more often. Tell me what you think. I know this is a small update but I'm agin I'm sorry.
