rose → ziall

TWENTY-ONE

❝aren't we just terrified? shale, screen your worry from what you won't ever find. don't let it fool you wings wouldn't help you..❞
- roslyn // bon iver

z.

[ 5:03AM ]

humming a small tune, i walk towards the patio, and go to my garden.

deciding i should surprise niall with a rose, and myself at his door.

i squint through the dark early morning air,
and find the beautiful red rose i've been caring for.

wrapping a silky red ribbon around it,

i look at the time, 5:10AM,

i open my back gate, and see a body standing at the cliff.

i look closer.. and see the blonde hair,
ruffled by the cold air.

his body looked natural in the viscous morning weather.

"ni-"

and he falls.

"niall!" i scream, dropping the red rose and sprinting towards the edge,

looking down,
to see his body being taken away by the waves of death.

tears escape my eyes, stinging in the cold air,

as i continuously croak out his name while looking over at the monstrous ocean ahead of me.

my voice was broken, as my eyes stung, and my throat burned.

maybe we're meant to lose the ones we love.

*

[ 5:17AM ]

my body was rigid.

stiff and still suffering the death of my blonde beauty.

looking past my window, and into the dark shadows below the water,

i walk outside, and on the edge.

looking down at the sharp edges, where the fall looked like it never ended.

closing my eyes, and relaxing every muscle in my body,
i breathed in the salty air of death,

opened my eyes, and jumped,

knowing i had my final chance of telling niall how i felt.

a single rose being left on the front door of niall horan,

and a note with words that could have saved the blonde,

i love you.
- z.

the end.

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thank you all for taking the time to read this book!

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i have many story ideas but school is rounding the corner.

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ziall,
fluff,
angst,
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