my story

learning

So now that i am a vampire i have to learn how to be one so stefan and damon have been helping.
I don't want to be a vampire. I don't whant to kill people or be a blood sucking animal. I should have died with my parents.
stefan took me to the woods and I tried so deer blood. It was not that nasty. I expected to not even know how or what to do but i guess my new instincts took over and I drank the blood.
Not even four hours later on the way back to my house I puked all of the blood up. It hurt so bad. Sense i couldn't keep the animal blood down damon stole some blood bags from the suply at the hospital. When he got back he brought them in side and he sat them on my dinning room table. I opend on and stared to drink it and jermey walked in.
"Is that blood? Elena are you dinking...blood?" he asked shocked and descusted all at the same time. "well if you must know yes she is and why, because she was turned into a vampire so she could live when she almost drounded with your parents!" Damon said in a very defending way. "how was she turned?" jeremy asked.  "ya, how was i turned you never told me?"
"Elena my friend emily turned you, when you were in the hospital." stefan mummbled. "Why did you let her change me, you are so selfish" I yelled. "I didn't even know that you were turned unyrll after it happend. I didn't even like my brother being a vampire so why would i make anyone else be a vampire." stefan yelled back. "Damon was the one that had you turned, he was the one that forced her to change you. I look at jeremy who was crying he didn't like the thought of his litte sister being a vampire. He didn't know that they were real eather.