The Long Journey

What a night (:

         Aubrey didnt feel like doing anything with Jacob tonight but she was the only one of the girls that felt that way. Alexis and Alexandra couldn't wait to jump in bed with James and John. They knew they wouldnt see there men for months so they wanted to get one last time in before they departed. But as for Amber and Jay they didnt know what to do they kept the original room. Amber knows she loves Jay and wants to be with him, but she can't believe he cheated on her with the girl she hates more then anything. Jay loves Amber and he just wants her to know he didn't do anything with her they just texted and hung out but never had sex. He loves her more then anything or anyone he would be nothing with out her and he knows that. Ali and Jake decided to go straight to sex so they can to it more then once tonight and tomorrow morning and some during the day. They know there not going to see each other for awhile so there going to get in as much as they can.

                  "Oh honey i'm going to miss you so so soooo much!" Ali says while laying on jake. "Baby I don't even know how i'm going to get through those months without you i really really wish you were coming with us so so so bad!!"

                "Well honey maybe I can."  

                "What do you mean?"

              "I mean maybe I can. Like maybe instead of riding in the car with you all. Maybe me and the boys can take one vehicle and take a different route as you. And we will all meet up in Cali. What do you think?" Jake asks.

            "Wow. I actually think that is a good idea. Being in Cali with my boyfriend would be awesome. I really think we should do that. but what way will you take?"

          "Well, We can go north out of kentucky instead of south. Go through indiana, illinois, iowa, Nebraska, Colorado, Utah, Nevada then Cali. cause you will be going through tennessee, Georgia, Alabama, Mississippi, louisiana, Texas, New mexico, Aroizona, and then Cali. So it will be a totally different way. What do you say?"

              "Well, i'll have to talk to the girls and you will have to talk to the guys. Do you all have the money saved up for gas? and food?"

            "Between all of us i'm pretty sure we can come up with something."

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            "Amber i really do love you. I just wanted you to know that. If we do make it and we dont last and you want to break it off. I just want you to know I love you. Like no joke. I love you with all my heart and soul." Jay says while he's sitting on the couch, just starring at Amber while she's laying on the bed.

               "Okay.' Amber says.

              "Is that it? is that all you have to say. I pour my heart out to you and all you can say is okay? Can you atleast tell me how you feel?"

           "Oh honey you dont want to know how i feel. I feel broken. I feel stupid. I feel miserable. I feel numb. I dont even feel like going on that road trip with the girls cause their all happy and in love with their men, and mine jsut cheated on me and porbably not the first time. I feel like killing myself. i feel like ripping my heart out and stabbing it. Because it already feels like you stab a knife into it. I feel like you just kicked me in the stomach and knocked the breathe out of me. And after i feel all those ways, I still love you with every inch of my body. and I dont even understand why. I feel like jumping in bed with you right now. I feel like kissing you and never stopping. I feel like jumping into your arms and never leaving. I feel like i want to spend the rest of my life with you. I still love you even though you cheated on me. My heart is telling me to forgive you with time. but my head is telling me to give you the boot and forget all about you. Jay i just dont know what i should do. Everyone says listen to your heart. But honey thats not so easy. Because my heart is broken into a million pecies and if i listen to it, i think i might just get hurt all over again. Jay i'm just scared. Please baby hold me." Once Amber started saying it, she couldnt stop her self it all just spilled out before she could even think about what she was saying, but every word of it was ture.

            Jay can't even say anything he just walks over there and holds on to her. Tears starts rolling down his check, he just can't believe how bad he hurt her just because he talked to emma for a little while. He knew that if Amber would keep him, he knew he would never talk or flirt with another girl again. He knew he never wants to hurt Amber like that again. After a few moments of just sitting there Amber looks up at Jay and just starts kissing him Non-stop. She and him both knew what was going to happen...

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                     For dinner they all dicided to go out to this really expensive fancy resteruant. That is when Jake decided to tell the group about his plan and they all love the idea. The boys added up all the money and decided they have enough. After dinner everyone went to there room and spent the rest of the night with each other, which we all know what that means.