What? I was dreaming?
"Wake up you start school today!" Shouts my mom as she walks out into the kitchen to make coffee.
I can feel heat coming from my cheeks, and sweat on my neck. Maybe I should shower..
I get my clothes ready and make my bed. The house is being filled with the smell of freshly brew coffee. It seems early, hmm.. I wonder if he will be there at school, he said he was moving but let's just hope for the best... I quickly take a cold brisk shower and dry my hair. "Mom?" I ask from across the room. "Yes dear?" She replies as she folds the messy blankets. "Do you think he will be there?" I ask as my face sinks down looking at the tips of my white shoes. "Enit, you know you shouldn't be thinking about boys already..." She says coldly but meaningful. "Yea but, you know he's my best friend." I reply with the same tone. "Why don't you just ask him or call him?" She suggests as she fluffs up the purple pillows. "Ugh, how many times do I have to tell you he doesn't have a phone!" I say annoyingly. She then stops talking and lets me get stuck in my own mind.
I miss him...
Where is he?
Will he be there?
Will I just get disappointed?
Does he hate me?
Did he want to move?
I wonder how much he's changed...
I wonder if he misses me too...
So many questions ran through my mind. I had to exist the room so my mother wouldn't see me cry over the boy I once loved and was loved by.
"Since your dad's up maybe he can take you I really don't feel to well to drive." My mom says to my father and I as she lays down from pain on her leg. She's always been like this, she pulled something on her leg which forced her to get surgery only to end up getting worse from a doctors stupid mistake. My father nods and we head out. Wait I forgot about Isabelle!!! "DAD, MOM SAID SHE WOULD PICK UP ISA LAST NIGHT!" I shout louder than I should. All he does is say "kay" and we head out to pick up Isabelle.
"HAIIIIIIIIII" I greet Isa with a high pitch voice and a wide smile, she does the same and we start a conversation as my father drops us off. As soon as I get out my eyes immediately start searching for him. "I haven't seen him." Says my niece Marie laughing. She out of all people would know how eager I am to see him. "Really?.." My heart breaks but I keep searching even as we head out to the quad. "Hey!" A low tone voice comes from behind me, I quickly recognize it as my boyfriend's voice. Nagisa. I turn around and smile. At least I have him here. "Finally." He smiles and gives me a warm hug. We head off to find the rest of the clan, group, bros, what ever you may call them. Everyone is already saying things like "You guys are still together?" And "goals". It makes me laugh sometimes though knowing that people are both doubtful and supportive. People are trading schedules and asking about summer while my eyes are still searching. I keep repeating the same question in my head,
where is he?
Then the bell rings...
