I'm Mates With YOU?!(Searching for inspiration. Insanely slow updates)

Chapter 3

John POV:

How do i fix this?! God! how could i have been such a dick?! And to my Mate! Gah! Thats it. I have nothing to live for I'm going to go jump off a bridge. Yup. Only way to fix it.

Okay, so maybe I'm being a little overdramatic. But I dont know what to do. I was such a jerk. I beat her an innocent girl. And all for being human. Jesus i messed up. And there is only one person who could know how to help.

Yes, I John, the future alpha, have to ask my mother for girl advice. What has my world come to.

Knowing what i had to do, i pushed off the lockers i have been leaning on throughout my whole mind rant and got on my motercycle and speed home. I needed my mate. and soon.

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When I pulled up into my drive way my mom was already outside. "What do you think you're doing home mister?"

"Mom." I said " I need your help. I found my mate today an-"

"That's wonderful John when can I meet her?!" she said while I was still talking. Without even giving me a chance to explain she engulfed me into a hug.

"Yeah but mom, I made a mistake. Lots of them."

"What do you mean sweetheart?"

So I told her everything ive done to my own mate ince I was young. The bullying the abuse. Everything.

"John I don't think I've ever been more disappointed in you." I tried to say something but she just continued on "however I know everyone makes mistakes.You asked for help now im goimg to help. Say your sorry over and over. Show her you are worth being forgiven. Help her when she needs it and just give her space. Show her you've changed by leaving her alone for awhile. But never truly leave her alone."

"What do you mean by that?" I asked.

"Just look after her."

" I will mom believe me I will."

Cassidy's pov

"He did what?!" Said my only friend David.

David has always been there for me. He is short for a guy. Just taller than me at 5'7. He has blonde hair, and brown eyes, that he hates. But most importantly he is kind and funny, but don't think that I like him, that will not be happening, ever. It's hard to like someone when you used to take baths together.

"Yeah, he just came right up and kissed me! Then said he was sorry for everything he has ever done to me. Like I would believe that!" I said to him. "Why would he be sorry all of a sudden? After years of bullying me and beating me up for nothing! Hmm? Why?"

"I don't know love I really don't. But I haven't seen him all day. I think he skipped. You don't have to worry about seeing him for the res- never-mind." He said. He was looking over my shoulder at the cafeteria doors.

When I looked over my shoulder I saw the one person I wanted to drive off a cliff heading for his friends table. John said a few words to them and them they all got up and moved to the table closest to David's and my table.

John and his friends sat down. John didn't take his eyes of me the whole time.

I cast my eyes down, I didn't want him to get any ideas about beating me up after lunch because he thought I was being disrespectful. Yeah he really did that.

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After lunch I headed to science. The one class I had with john, who just happened to be my partner.

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Wow! What's it been two years since I updated? So sorry but you know when you have an idea of what you want to do with the story but you can't think of how to get from point A to B? Well that was me for a long time and even still now. But I felt like writing so here it is. This does not mean regular updates! I have soccer, indoor track, and school. But I will continue this book. I will try not to keep you guys waiting for two years again but I don't know I wasn't motivated and more than anything

I am writing this book for me.

Don't hate me for saying that......

Pic of David>>>>>>>>>

<3

BG