Sold (camerondallas)

9: what's left of me

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I wake up beside Cameron in my disgusting underwear

I can't believe what happened last night , I'm so embarrassed I can't even describe it

I get up and notice an red spot on the sheets, oh shit
I look down and see that my panties are red too, I can't believe this is happening

Cameron is asleep so I can just shower and change the sheets

How the heck am I going to do that while he's laying on the other side of the bed

You know what ? HE BOUGHT ME, he should know this would be in the package

I run downstairs with some clothes in my hands, I go Into the bathroom and lock the door

I undress myself and find a towel put it on the floor

My body is ruined, when I look in the mirror I feel disgusted, and when Cameron looks at me, all he sees is a broken toy

I remember the taste of my tears, when he hit me, I remember the smile on his face
How can there be such cruelness, and why is he so mean?

I step into the shower and do my business

After I dry my body which is sore from pretty much everything

I take a tampon and stick it

I put on my clothes and go out side

As I start making breakfast I notice some letters on the table

"EEEEWWW OH MY FUCKING GOD"

Cameron's awake

He runs down stairs

"What the hell died in our bed ?" He says

"My dignity " I say not looking at him
"Haha" he says

Then he comes up to me and looks at me like 'no srsly what happened ?'

"I'm on my period, duhh"

"Ew"
I wink at him

He looks at the letters I glanced down to see : from Dave

I wonder who Dave is

"Who's Dave?"

"Nobody you should have interest in" he says grabbing the letters

"Hey you kidnapped me, it's not like I can go anywhere so you can at least enlighten me?"

"I could, but then I realized I'm not a good person" he says

"Whatever.." I mumble walking into the bathroom again

I wash my hands and get ready to eat breakfast

I then walk out to the table, sit down and glance and Cameron

He's sitting in the couch, reading the letters.. And boy he looks irritated

I just sit there in silence, eating my toast

He picks up his phone and walks away from me into what he calls the 'party room' but really it's just some couches and a big TV, also a disco ball but he never uses that, thank god.

After I have eaten up, I run on my tiptoes as quiet as I can to the door so I can listen

"what the hell man? ... You.. "
I couldn't hear all the words because he sounded so nervous

"I can't believe you couldn't even .. Pull that damn thing off"

I think that must be Dave

"Well they will be looking for her soon" the man in the phone said, Cameron was very close to the door, I'm really risking my life right now I have no idea what he might do if he knew I was listening

"I know, I know.. I'll take care of it, bye Dave"

As I hear him say bye I quickly sprint onto the stairs and play with my hair acting like nothing was heard

"What are your plans today?" I ask him nervously

"None of your concern" he says not looking at me

"why do you hate me so much Cameron?" I ask out of the blue

"I don't.. Do you really think that's what this is about? That I hate you? It's not.." He says walking to the living room

And I follow him, step by step, thinking

"Well then what is it? Tell me" I say

"I can't"

"Why not? It's not like I can really tell anyone"

"You know, you talk to much" he says in an angry voice, walking towards me

"Don't preject this onto me"

"Your the whole reason this is happening !" He screams

"I'm the reason what's happening ??" I scream back

"You drive me crazy, okay?" He says lowering his voice

"What do you mean?"

"There doesn't have to be a meaning behind everything I say" he says rubbing his hands in his hair

"Yeah it kinda does" I say putting my hand on his shoulder

"Don't" he says

I don't even know what I'm doing, he treated me like trash, hurt me over and over again.. Still I'm showing him pity

"Let me in, Cameron"

"No because every time I do, all hell breaks loose" he says pushing my hand away from his shoulder walking out the door and shutting it

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oh my god guys I'm so sorry!! I suck I know and you all hate me

But I promise with my heart I will try to update more from now on!

By the way if you don't remember Dave looks like Dylan o'brien

For a new chapter you all know what to dooo

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-Maria