Dear Diary,
Today is September 18, 2007
I'm so drained from today I don't think I'll be able to walk tomorrow. The baby is due in a few months... I'm not ready for her to be in this world.. I don't want her to be living the same life as me.. Or living in the same house as me because I don't want her hurt.. I'm just not ready. I went to school today and ugh. Worst day ever. Lee kept hitting me and Carla the school "prep" pushed me into the lockers. And at lunch she threw her food on me.. I don't know. Hopefully tomorrow is better.
