For three years, up until late August-September 2014, I refused to believe I was in love. From what I learned from people around me, love only brought heart ache. Every time someone asked if I'd ever been in love, I would've said no. Even though, I knew it wasn't true. Seventh grade was when I realized "wow, I'm actually in love", but still denying it. At the time it was a bittersweet thing. Seventh grade passed, eighth grade passed and now we're in the summer. Picture this: me in the my bathroom, just got done cleaning, sitting on the edge of my bath tub texting tabor about crushes. That was the day I finally admitted to someone and fully to myself that I was in love with you. I said to her "I think I'm always going to have feelings for Damion. They're just never going to go away." Now, I didn't exactly say "IM IN LOVE", but I kind of did.. Right? Loving you use to be bittersweet... but now... It's just completely sweet. I love being in love with you, and I never thought in a MILLION TRILLION BAZILLION years you'd be in love with me.. The weird, quiet, shy girl who was obsessed with you. You don't even understand how good it feels to be loved by someone you've wanted forever... I feel on top of the world because of it.
Thank you for loving me.