It's Too Much •Chanbaek•

It's Too Much ~Final~

~Chanyeol~

I had loved him for so many years,

I am always there for him when also sometimes he cries because of Taeyeon and I'm his shoulder to cry on

Lastly, I am always there to make him happy

but why can't he see and feel my love for him?

I always trying my best just to show him that I love him so much...but why?

He only sees Taeyeon.

Both his mind and his heart but nothing left for me. 

He treats Taeyeon a wife and he is the husband. (but they are still not married)

But the truth is,they are not a couple at first.

Taeyeon loves Heechul.(his bestfriend)
Heechul secretly loves Tiffany. (Taeyeon's girl bestfriend)

One day,Taeyeon knew that Heechul loves Tiffany because of an unexpected event but Tiffany loves Nickhun.

So,Taeyeon thought that there still a chance that Heechul can love her back. [It's impossible because no matter what happens...Heechul promised that he only loves  Tiffany forever even it hurts to see her love with someone else]

Taeyeon give up.

Taeyeon went to Baekhyun and there she cries hard on Baekhyun's right shoulder.

Baekhyun is unhappy when seeing her love crying.

And that time,Baekhyun confessed his love to Taeyeon and Taeyeon accept him and tried to love him back.

So,she did. Baekhyun courted her and they became together as a couple.

While my heart is aching so hard but still loving him even it hurts so much.

But this time,

I think there's no time....

no chance

and impossible to love me back.

Cause Baekhyun really loves Taeyeon. Same as well to Taeyeon.

I always confessing my love for him but he just thought it was just all a joke.

It's TOO MUCH....

I can't take it anymore.....

I guess..it's my time to leave him.

Leave him together with Taeyeon.

He's happy.
He's laughing.
He's smiling.

And it's all because of Taeyeon.

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I packed up my things because it's my time to leave him already.
I want to go to a place where I can live a new life just all by myself. And it's New York,I love the cities there.

Yet,
Baekhyun and I live together happily but it can't reach on the way I wanted to be.
It only stops here just being bestfriends.

It's been 2 years when Baekhyun and Taeyeon  are together and it's also been 8 years that I love Baekhyun even his heart not loves me back.

Until I heard the door opened and it's Baekhyun giving me a wide smile.

It's Taeyeon again. I knew that smile,he has a news to share it with me and the topic is them.
"Channie,Taeyeon said that she is ready to be my wife. I need your help. I am going to ask her to marry me on her birthday. Would you help me?" He said happily and making his eyes like a puppy. When he needs help,I'm the one who's always there to help him but  he need to please me first before I can help him.
But starting  today......I'm not gonna help him anymore. I already give up.