Mind Games

Deep Blue Sea

The sun was bright and the wind was sharp. it's was the final 4 weeks of summer then my senior year would come along. it was August 3rd. the town always hosted a small carnival for a week, so I figured I'd go since it was probably my last.

today was the first day of the carnival, it was 7:30 am. I went for a jog. I noticed a some what young fit guy jogging to. he had beautiful blonde hair and very nice tan complexion with a great jaw line. but I was head over heels if thinking I could talk to him. I'm one of 4 gay kids in my town that are out.

being gay really wasn't all that, everyone made it out to be great and fun but honestly it sucked, people bullied you, it was really hard to fit in but I do have loving friends.

now that I'm back to reality I realized I tripped, then I saw that guy run over and help me up. he had ocean blue eyes and a smirk that made me go crazy. He smiled and said his name was Blake. he stared at me waiting for a response. I hesitated but finally told him my name, my name is Tyson. he smiled again and said it was nice to meet me and hopefully my bleeding knee is okay and patted my back and ran away.

oh shit, my knee was gushing blood. I ran home and cleaned it off and wrapped it up. I'm surprised it didn't hurt. all I could think about was Blake, his hair, eyes, smile, complexion, jawline and everything else he had to offer. too bad I was an idiot and didn't say anything. he's probably straight with my luck.

I wasn't terrible looking, I had blue eyes, brownish blonde hair and an okay jawline with a light tan. I wasn't fit but I wasn't fat either.

it was about 2 o'clock, I was starving so I decided to go get some food from the carnival. I got some fries and a fresh made lemonade. I was so lost in how good this lemonade was and I wasn't paying attention and ran into someone spilling my lemonade all over them.

it was Blake, I was glad to so him again but sad I spilt my drink all over him. he smiled, I took him to the bathroom to get him cleaned up but I also noticed I spilt my fries and some of my drink on me too. so he took me to his house to change. he ran around in his boxer, good lord help me it was perfect. it looks like he has a big package to go along with everything else he had.

nothing he had fit me, it was all to big so he took my clothes and put them in a the washer so I was left in my boxer and his over sized t-shirt. it felt nice.

he sat down next to me and apologized maybe a million times but it was honestly my fault.  

it was really cold so I asked for a blanket, he gave me a nice fluffy one. he actually sat under it with me. he scoot over close to me. I looked over at him and it seemed he leaned over  for a kiss but the dryer beeped to tell us our clothes were done. so no kiss for Tyson. I walked down the hallway to change. I noticed a picture with him a women and a young kid maybe of the age of 9 or 10. he snuck up behind me and said it was his son and ex wife.

I wonder why they got a divorce. he said he caught her cheating. she took everything from him, his son, his money and his house. he smiled and looked away for a second and looked back at me and said he everything happens for a reason and grabbed my hand and pulled me to the kitchen and asked what I wanted to drink. I asked for chocolate milk and he gave me some.

I could tell he was acting weird. he went into the living room so I followed. he motioned me to sit on the couch so I did. he looked at me then started sobbing. I didn't know what to do. he laid his head on my shoulder, I just played with his hair. he fell asleep.

I got out from underneath him. I wrote my number on a piece of paper then left.

I got a missed call at 2:30 in the morning then a text saying thanks for the shoulder to cry on so I assumed it was Blake.