PROLOGUE
It was a storm of emotions flowing through me. I had no idea where dey were flowing. All i knew was that it was eating me up and i was afraid of something that was not even in sight. God only knew what was happening to me. People call it puberty or adolescence but I would rather say that I was facing a world which was new to me, a life which was as vulnerable and delicate as a touch me not. I was coming out of my warm and cosy cocoon and was experiencing new stuff. It was hard to face all thid and the constant rush of emotions and feelings inside me was pissing me off. I felt like i was guilty of something but i had no idea what it was. I had vivid dreams of stuff which would be rated as "adult", if put in a movie. It was not like i was imagining porno or something but it was not my age kinna stuff. I don't know how people define all these things, but I was certain of one thing: I WAS GROWING UP AND A T A FAST PACE AND LIFE WAS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER WITHOUT ANY TICKET !!