the real me if u wanna know

selfharm

No pleased don't do this a voice screamed don't the other is like maybe she can finally care so it all started with a knife. A scratch here scratch there nobody will care. And I was right for the longest time so than I switched to razor blades to cut depper than before. That's what I did all over just to get somebody to care or notice but no. 13 and cutting wow how smart am I. Then it became my out lit for all my problems. That's stop working I started only eating only a meal a day. That stop working I started huffing recently. That's stop working I cuting depper. I thought I was going to die I wanted to. I passed out from so much blood loss but before I could pass out I wrote I'm sorry I couldn't do this. But than I woke up sadly all I wanted to do is stay asleep for every but I'm alive now and still feel the pain and still just want to die...