If I Would've

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If I would've listen to you & ignored me then, now where would I be. When you told me I had A.D.D. I'm glad I didn't pay attention to you. When You told me I had a speech impediment, I'm glad I found the pronunciation for our communication. When you told me, I had an impulsive disorder, I still reacted, accordingly, if not casually, formerly, because unfortunately, but fortunately, for me, I taught

myself manually, to automatically subconsciously, become defensive, the stronger, the easier I make it look,since first appearances are sometimes your only, so I only can't live without me, or I'll still will be lonely. So I hold on to me,more than you would,because your career isn't WWE,so you can't wrestle with my demons, are fight with pride.

You told me I was a socialpath, because socially, verbally & angrily, I would blurt out my emotions logically, & thoughtfully thought my thinking was was more than a Little unrealistic, but evidently we never shared the same reality, I guess we fall victim to the same statistics, so you looked down from the bottom, just to belittle my personality, but you took it more personal to me. And when I failed to become submissive, you found permission to put my ego in submission, & broke my spirit when refused to tapout or quit,you quickly recovered, & found a second wind, when you noticed, I was unlike any other Warrior you seen or heard about, so you doubt, the miracle & embrace the lie, because truth is, you wouldn't recognize, without Furian Eyes, because somethings are only seen, on the darkside of a dream, many see as a nightmare, instead of a slow developing plot, so we become the plotter,plotting, instead of the director, directing. Expecting to believe everything at face value.

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