Chapter 4
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Song: my immortal- evanescence
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Violets P.O.V
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Sirens. Thats all I heard. Voices too. Shouts actually. I lied. I cut myself again. I did it because my life is done. Im tired of it.I felt a hand squeeze mine. My eyes slightly open I see my mom holding my hand. She rubbed the palm of my hand. I breathe in and darkness surrounded my sight. I felt my body go limp.
I soon open my eyes again, I look around to see the ambulance clearly. Looking down, I see my body. MY BODY.
ME. LAYING ON A BOARD. I touch my stomach and feel coldness on my fingertips.
My mom cried into my dads shoulder she whispered but I heard it like a surround sound, "She just went cold... kels, I just felt her go cold."
I yell, "mom im right here!!"
"DAD! KELS! DADDY!"
I approach him and try shaking him. "DAD! PLEASE TELL ME YOU CAN HEAR ME! PLEASE!"
The nurse says, "I'm sorry mrs. Quinn. Your daughter has passed. We will give you some time at the hospital to say a few words before they take her."
"NO IM RIGHT HERE!"
"Oh my god... I cant believe this."
"NO NO NO!"
I felt a hand on my shoulder, it was misty. "You know what I didnt tell you is that I passed away while on tour with your mom. Theres an afterlife no god no jesus were just spirits still walking around for eternity."
"I cant cry. Theres no tears... Why can't I cry?"
"Your tears go to your parents. Your friends. Your uncle ricky. Chris. Peter. Oh my sweet peter... I miss him."
"Did you know I was going to die?"
"No. I just suddenly felt a pain in my chest and I tried to keep you alive but I couldn't."
"So i will have to see my mom and dad suffer with my death!?! No this cant be real. None of this is real."
"Its real.."
"Can they hear me?"
"Only if you try hard enough."
"Do I scream?"
"No. Just talk don't think. Who ever you want to see you just try."
I breathe in. It sucks that I cant cry anymore. I want to cry now. I want to cry. CRY.
"Daddy. Can you hear me?"
He looks around.
"Dad. Look at me."
"Vi?"
"You can hear me."
My mom interupts, "violets gone baby."
"Dad. Im here in front of you. Can you see me?"
"Vi? I can hear you! Babygirl where are you?"
He looks around and at my lifeless body. I sit next to him and touch his hand. He looks at me. RIGHT IN THE EYES.
"Violet..."
"You can see me?"
"Y-yes."
"Baby, shes gone! You're hallucinating. Cmon lets say our goodbyes."
"No violet is right next to me."
"Mom, look at me now! Look at me!"
She turns her head in my direction and puts her hand over her mouth. "Violet..oh my god. Your wrists they're healed. The scar on your forehead is gone. Your nose piercing is gone too."
I touch her leg. "Dad, mom...this is going to be the last time Ill be seeing you in a long time. I just wanted to say goodbye. Have another kid. Name him, jax. Or her, salem. Tell your fans, i said goodbye. What did I forget on my note? Oh and ricky, i love you. And chris and balz and ghost and Vinny.. Everyone. Tell drey I love her. I love you guys so much. Goodbye mom and dad."
"Violet, come back- back here! COME BACK!"
Tears travelled down her face. I hug them one last time and vanish. "What do I do if I want to go to my house? Or someone elses?"
"Just go." Misty directs. "You had so much going for you vi... You wanted to be a vet. And have 1 kid named lilac. With a husband or wife... You wanted someone to care. I guess you cant cheat death."
I nod and see her go. I think about uncle rickys house and soon sit on the couch. He sat there too with popcorn in his hands. I touch his hand and he jumps looking at me, "Jesus, violet, I didnt hear you come in is everything okay?"
"I just wanted to see you uncle. Just wanted to tell you I love you."
"I love you too, starburst."
His phone rings and I vanish as soon as he picks it up. "Hello?"
"What do you mean violet passed away, she sitting right next to me..."
He looks over and breathes out.
"Oh my god."
I walk out of the house and soon see other people walking around. Little girls and boys. It was BUSY!
I knock on dreys door. Lilo opens the door and hugs me. My arms wrap around her she smiles. "Tell drey I said hi and that I'll miss her and ill miss you too. I just wanted to say that."
She scrunches her eyebrows and looks around. I walk away and try to go to everyone but saying goodbye to everyone wasnt going to happen.
I go back to my house and lay on the bed. I realized that I wasnt tired. This whole fiasco, didnt make me tired. I roll over and grab my phone wondering if tumblr still worked and if I were to take it out in broad daylight would it, be a floating phone or will people not see the phone. I decided not to use it. Im dead. I can explore.
I close my eyes but soon hear the door close. I rush downstairs and see my mom, dad, ricky, lilo, almost everyone in the house it was like a party.
My dad had red eyes and my mom looked beyond tired. I soon go back upstairs and close my eyes once more.
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IM SORRY THIS TURNED WEIRD GUYS! I REALLY AM!
Please dont hate me
I just thought it would make it more interesting.
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The Color Violet (Sequel To Universe Kellin Quinn Fanfiction)
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