It was one of the season i hate the most in this life ; Winter. For some it's like a time of the year where you spend time with your family or your friends or ......Your boyfriend. Then...someone can tell me why, why and why on earth those it has to happened at this time of the year ! three weeks ago i had a fight with him, and now... it's over. For some stupid reasons, we decided to end-up this thing that I've call a relationship for so long. I'm wondering why does the stars didn't let us be, why couldn't i be with him, i was in love with him, but no seems like we not meant to be....
I was sitting at the corner of my window looking at the snow falling on the city. Why thing didn't work, just wondering, need to know. Did I was the cause ? Ahh... stop hurting yourself, (y/n), there's thing that will forever be mysteries. The sky was dark like my heart, like my face. Emotionless. Sometime i just touch my face or my dry lips to see if i'm still here. Looking at the mirror to see those eyes, who became red from all the tears I've spilled for three week.
Still in deep though when...
Knock.Knock.Knock.
Who could it be ?
Knock.Knock.Knock.Knock.Knock
''Coming !'' ripping my tear thinking that it might be my mom or my best friend. But when i open the door.... When I saw him, i felt the tears coming from the corner of my eyes. I immediately closed the door without saying a word and start to felt the warm tears running on my cheeks.''Please, (y/n) open the door ? '' he said while knocking at the door. '' W-w-w-why w-would i do such a t-thing ? '' you ask back on the door.
- Cuz we need to talk.
-There's no talking Jonghyun
- Please...
- Kim Jonghyun we already talk about this , now go back from where you came .
- No I'm going nowhere until we've a conversation
- I-i-i don't want to talk with you... jonghyun
- Please just once ?
Once...Just once, it's not a bad thing...no, no, no, no, no I can't. It won't help me heal if i see him again but i won't lie to myself my heart dying to see him... I stood up and reach the handle of the door. I open the door and saw him again but he was different, he is face so pale, is lips who always look so soft were dry. he look like he didn't sleep for months.
A didn't pay attention and were so shocked when he suddenly toke my arm and pull me into a hug.
- W-what are you doing ?!
- Please don't go...
- W-w-what !?
- Don't go away from me, i can't see my life without you. Don't leave me please...
- Jonghyun...
- I know , i was horrible, i was awful toward you. When i think back of all I've been through, you were always there with me, And the way I treated you was... was horrible...
- Then how didn't you see that i wasn't good
- I don't know in my head... haha it's seems so stupid to say this but, in my head you were happy. I don't even know if you'll be able to forgive me. but let tell you that even if i wasn't the best boyfriend, I trully love you. Now thinking that i break the heart of the only girl i really love was unforgivable, unthinkable... Plus, as you can see i wasn't really my self since our last talk .
- .....
- Everytime i think about you, those good moment that we spend together came back to me. That how i realize that you were the one that make me trully happy but I ve not seen how I lucky was to have you...
- I-i don't know... i mean there was that girl-
- I know, i was a idiot, a pure idiot. and i won't do it anymore
-Jonghyun it's not easy as it seems... you can't just come after almost 1 month saying that you want us to be together again. no it's not lke that
- I hurt you right ?
- Of course you did
- Do you still lo-
- Please don't ask
he nodded. We stare each other for a moment when he putted is hand on my cheek, pulling is face closer to mine.'' I hope this is not our last one '' he said before slowly kissing my lips. I was shocked but i knew it might be our last. Then he pulled back and said before living me
'' I'm sorry...''
I hope you enjoy this one-shot, i actully was inspired by the song , i was lisenting to the song during the night and this angst just popped in my mind, i didn't mention it but i speak french and english so.. if u like leave comments and subscribe . jebal~
thanks for reading see you in my next stories
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