Wilderness

Betrayal

Betrayal
I shut my eyes for the tenth consecutive time ,oscillating like that ancient time-teller, and I knew it was time for me to lift that conch shell up and listen to the sound that pulled that string towards that wild fire, that was cold, fierce and deep.I knew that this sound was deceptive,I knew it was the sound of my rivers flowing through channels,but what it ultimately was the sound of my heart and I chose to follow it.

I stepped on the floor, my feet felt like those of the tiny rats,ignorant of the future.stepped down the clouds of my dreams, lightning flashed or maybe it did not, all I could feel was electricity.And then I felt that silk beneath my the soles my feet, and tremors in souls of this hourglass.

Light shone onto that wildfire, deceptive and appealing. It didn't cease, did not calm down, had a rebellion against the space it could be confined into.But this cold fire was not the only thing I longed to see, I longed to see that beautiful tiny beast that reflected back the light that shone on it. Perhaps it thought that it didn't need the light to shine, and that's why it was brighter than it would ever be under the sun...

So many things beautiful, all two faced-cold fire, rough sand that felt like silk, and that diabolic beast.He could hide and play safe, waiting for his next love, he could also choose to be brave and hunt.

He was so beautiful, so tiny that I wished that moment could last forever, and when these rivers behaved hysterically alternating between tides and this organ that lost a battle much earlier could not choose between the two, my these clouds started to drizzle and. it was not long before there was a flood of thoughts and these dams broke I felt this sharp pain and my hourglass started to crack, inch by inch, these rivers had this sweet venom that paralysed my already useless organs ,and before it was time for me to shut my windows ,I could feel that sand on ground tracing its way back into time,into how I saw him for the first time, how I wanted that moment to freeze forever, how his heart froze that he turned so ruthless enough to stab me, or maybe my windows needed to be cleaned,and how my clouds blocked my judgement ,I was paralyzed, I had to up, I could not swim, I was drowning and I lost everyone who could pull me up ,the hourglass broke, and I chose to drown, my soul was strong, strong enough to wait till another glass case is formed, till the sands of time slide enough to get my feet on this sand again,to get stung again,for I was patient enough to die happily ever after,waiting to be betrayed again.