Sometimes I stare at my black walls thinking where have I gone wrong ? Time passes so fast and I'm where they left me. Broken and shattered. I tell myself this is going to end soon. Through time I realize Its not ending Its getting worse, but i carry on with my battle field bleeding from ever cut my body consumed. Ive been fighting for too long. There's only yourself to trust. Everyone left me. Im a monster don"t you see? They will figure out what I am and they will start to drown me, but they don"t realize that they can't kill me. They don't understand who I am and I don't know how to explain who I really am. Maybe I just want you too. I pretend everything's alright and keep the rest bottled up.
