Home Sweet Home

chapter 3

Cc's pov

What was i going to do? I'm not aloud to have anyone over. I whispered in his ear softly. "Go hide between the wall and the cabbinet behind the door, he wont find you there." he nodded and silently moved into the spot he was told to. "Im not going to call again! Get your ass down here or else Im going to beat your ass even worse." he screamed. I jumped and quickly ran out of the bathroom and down the stairs.

Jinxx's pov

I heard everything that was going on downstairs and it broke my heart so bad. Usually when i shoot up im high for at least a good few hours but this time it wore off without 30 minutes. I heard every slap and threat he gave him and i began crying. I literally just met this boy but i feel like there's something special about cc...i wanted to save him so bad. The thoughts began swirling in my head and i did what i knew to do, what ive always done...i quietly grabbed a couple pills out of my stache and swallowed them dry. It was nothing compared to the heroin but its enough to stop me from having a panic attack.

I heard heavy fast footsteps coming down the hall and they stopped in front of the bathroom. He scoofed and yelled back down to cc, "what the hell have i said about leaving the door open to the bathroom. I want it shut!"
He slammed the door causing me to jump slightly but i quickly covered my mouth.

I waited what seemed like hours for cc to finally return. It almost seemed like he forgot i was there because he locked the door then just stared at the mirror. I wasnt going to say anything in case his dad was listening and patiently waiting for cc to do something wrong so he could go off on him, till he finally spoke. "Can we go to your house" very softly. "I dont wanna be here anymore". I nodded and very slowly stood up.

We made our way out of the house surprisingly then we quickly ran down to my house. He had almost the same reaction to my house when he saw all my posters and band stuff.

Cc's pov

"You play the guitar?" i asked in amazement. He nodded and picked up an accostic one hanging from the wall. "This was my first guitar.." he said, then continued to tell me all about how he got started playing. I was so into everything he was saying. Its very rare for me to get inspired comsidering that i have no time to myself, but him talking it was like a much needed talk of encouragement.

"That is so rad dude. I use to play the drums but since my dad doesnt work full time anymore he's always home in the evenings unless he's drinking" i signed. He bit his lip and slowly tool the guitar off well scooting closer to me. He hugged me as tight as he could and whispered "im sorry cc..."

At first i flinched because my ex boyfriend use to trick me into thinking he was giving me a hug then choked or squeezed me to the point where i was almost passout out. Then i realized who it was and i held him closer. All the bad thoughts subsided at least for a little bit.

Jinxx's pov

As we kept hugging i thought of a way i could maybe cheer him up. On his wall i saw some mötley crüe posters and it got my creative juices flowing. When the hug got awkward i slowly let go then picked my guitar back up, begining to play the opening of the song "home sweet home"

As he recognized the song he looked up and stared right into my eyes which he hadn't done before. A smile apeared on his face as i began singing the lyrics.

"You know im a dreamer...but my hearts of gold" i sang looking back down at my hands as i played.

"I had run away high so i wouldn't come home no..." i sang slightly quieter as i got butterflys. I always did because that line literally decribes my entire existence...

*skip farther in song*

"I'm on my way...im on my way...home sweet ho-" i sang just getting into the chorus, then i felt someones soft lips against mine. They instantly pulled away and cc stood up faster than i could say anything. "Cc wait". it was to late he was already out the door. I quickly ran after him after removing my guitar. "Cc just listen to me!" i yelled after him. He didnt stop but i wasnt about to let him go. I was on my last resort, "kiss me again" i yelled out the door. He stopped and slowly turned around. I stepped towards him slowly as i blushed a crimson red.

He walked towards me and very gently pushed me back in the house before pressing his lips against me.

Cc just stole my first kiss from me and it was so magical. I knew there was something special about this guy...i felt it. We didnt just kiss though, we made out for who knows how long i lost track of time. Next thing i knew, i was removing cc's shirt deperately until there was a knock at my door. "Honey dinners ready. Please come eat" she said in a sweet voice.

I very gently pulled away from his lips and whispered, "th-ank you" letting my kiss swollen lips slowly turn to a smile. He shook his head and did the same. "Thank you...you're the first person who hasn't hated me for being gay" he whispered. I kissed his forehead and then whispered "well i love you for you and even if im the only one who does then remember, 1 is better than none.

Im a dumbass i need to update more after i do my hw