Taemin and Kai

Im not ready

Kai's POV
Once I locked the door I pushed Taemin into the bed and hovered him.
"Your so beautiful like this". I said kissing his neck.
He moaned as I did which is like music to my ears.
I lightly bit on his earlobe as me moaned even more. I felt cold hands on my stomach tugging on my shirt. So I sat up on his crotch so I could pull off my shirt. After I took off my shirt I could feel him getting hard under me.
I pulled up his shirt so u could see his abs.
"So sexy Taemin." I said kissing down his stomach till I reached his pants. I slowly unzipped his jeans and noticed him looking away. But I continued anyway. I pulled them completely off along with his boxers throwing them on to the floor. "Is there a reason you are looking away? Your face is so beautiful"
"No I just... Want to be surprised that's all". Taemin said.
I started giving him a hand job "how surprised do you want to be?" I said licking his tip. He moaned softly at my touch. As I licked his member he moaned very loudly. Then I took his member in my mouth compleatly, and began to bob my head. But he pushed my head off and got his pants and underwear and ran to the bathroom and shut the door behind him, I could hear his sob quietly.
'Was it something I did' I thought to myself.

I waited a couple minutes before i knocked on the door to see if he would come out on his own. but he didn't he just kept crying.

*Knock knock* "Taemin... Taemin are you OK... Taemin please answer me, did i do something wrong... was i too fast?... please open the door Tae"... 30 seconds passed and he finally opened the door.

"you didn't do anything wrong" *sniffle* *walked over to bed and sat down* "when you were giving me a hand job it brought back memories" he started to cry even more so i walked over and hugged him tightly as he wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his head into my chest.

"shh... its okay you don't have to tell me... i'm in no rush to have sex with you. i don't want you for sex i want you because i have a strong feeling that you are the one for me. when ever i'm around you i get tingly and feeling, my heart beat fast, and i cant breath. i love you Taemin. and even tho we just met i love you and i will for a long time. maybe for ever. and i would never hurt you."

"I love you too Kai." * sniffle* " but i need to tell you..." Taemin said releasing his head from my chest.

"OK, but you don't have to tell me right now... you can tell me then ever you want". i said kissing his forehead softly.

"i want to tell you now... *i nodded* when i was younger, like 12, my mother... she... she would use me... like i was her sex toy... and she would tie me up to a bed, and do things to me. and she would bite me (places that shouldn't be bitten) and she would force me to do bad things to her. but i'm thankful she didn't take my virginity , i want you to... i'm just not ready yet." Taemin said starting to cry once more.

"baby... don't cry, your gonna make me cry... and like i said before i'm in no hurry what so ever... I love you for you, not sex... although i will love you even more, if possible, when i get to make love to you. I love you so much Taemin and ill never ever let your mom or anyone touch you inappropriately. Except me when your ready. *he chuckled al looked at me trying to smile with tears rolling down his eyes* and i wont let anyone hurt you, including me. i would never be able to live with my self without you. or if i hurt you, because i love you." i started to cry myself. "I love you Taemin. i really do"

"i love you too." he pulled me in for a kiss. my room was covered in tears of happiness, sadness, and love.

"I will never hurt you. ever"

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HEY GUYS... SORRY FOR NOT POSTING... I'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY, AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO PUT IN THIS CHAPTER. PLEASE DON'T HATE ME FOR DOING THIS WITH TAEMINS MOM .

~KK