MONEY LOVE RESPECT {Completed}

CH6

I couldn't believe him he started following me with the car. Wait a minute it's my car... He stopped got out the car and grabbed my arm forcing me in the car. He locked the car door and began driving really fast. He parked my car in the garage and tried to kiss me i used my hands to block his lips. I got in my room and locked my room door. I went to the bathroom and threw up. I brushed my teeth and went to sleep.

Rashard has been real cranky ever since we shared our special night. Like really boy throw my phone out the window i don't care if it was a mistake i worked hard for my IPHONE 6S it had so much stuff on it. Cyn came in my room and jumped on my bed like a little kid. I groaned and grabbes her foot so she fell to the ground i felt bad and helped her up "sorry sissy"i say.

Cyn left and Rashard came in through my window.

"We have a door"i scowled

"But you wouldn't have awnsered the door"he shrugs and get comfortable in my bed.

How can i stay mad at him he was so fine and he had tattoos that i would melt in ohh babyy..... Pull yourself together.

I get in the bed "whats wrong with you"i say he looks at me "mane what you talking bout"he say

"You got mood swings like you on your period.... The other night you were the sweetst thing and now your a rude bastard.... I'm not hatin just stating"i say

"I don't know what you talking bout"he say the pulls me on his lap. I elbow him in the stomach.

"GO BUY ME A NEW PHONE... THE SAME PHONE AND THE SAME CASE"i yell

"ERICA IT'S 2 AM WHAT STORES OPEN NOW SHUT UP AND GO TO SLEEP"he say burrying me in the cover.

I let the darkness take over.

Next morning
I woke up to Rashard pulling me to the edge of the bed.

"HIDE YOUR KIDS HIDE YOUR WIFE..... IT'S A I
FIRE ..... HELP ME"i yell but Rashard threw a box at me and it was my phone and the same case. I heard the box rattling when i took out the box so at the bottom it was a set of diamond earrings and necklace.

I jumped in Rashards arms and burried him with kisses.

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Cyn came in my room and Rashard layed there while i hopped in the shower and did my hair.

I love Rashard I do and i plan on staying with him but all his EX's are my enemy's which annoys me they throw it in my face laugh and keep on doing it till i pop off. I just don't see he has a big wall around his heart and nobody can pass which breaks my heart to know he doesn't trust me he has a key to my heart but. What's so dark about his past that he dosent even trust anyone. I feel played i need trust from him and that only.

Rashard calls my name and I came out the shower.

"Rashard do you trust me"i blurt out on mistake letting my thought get the best of me.

"Of course i do"i say

"Why don't you tell me your past them"i say while figgeting with my towel on my body.

"Because it's not your buisness"he say

"But my buisness is your buisness huh"i say

"Yeah basically"he shrugs

"I FEEL LIKE THERE'S NOT TRUST IN OUR RELATIONSHIP" i cry "BECAUSE YOU BLOCK YOUR EMOTIONS FROM ME WHICH LEAVES ME TO ASK YOU QUESTIONS"

"IT'S NOT YOU..... WAIT ARE YOU CRYING"he say

"YES... BECAUSE YOU BLOCK ME AND THERE'S NO TRUST HERE AND YOU KNOW MY WHOLE LIFE STORY I ONLY KNOW BASICS AND YOU THINK IT'S GOOD THAT WAY BUT IT'S NOT YOU KNOW YOUR EX'S THEY THROW THAT IN MY FACE AND LAUGH LIKE IT'S A JOKE WHO HURT YOU THAT BAD" i say whipping my tears away.

He comes up to me and hug me.

"Because im scared you'll turn you back on me like the others"he says

"There is nothing to be afraid of i would betray you like that"i say

"I know you wouldn't do it and for that I Love You" i say

"I've waited so long fo you to say that..... I Love You Too"i say

That's the chapter this was probably lame but it too me a week to write this chapter but im stuck on the next chapter so i won't update for a while.