Young, Wild & Free

chapter 3

Do you have any friends you want to go to the movies  with, JHope starts. No, not really, I say. Do you have any friends you want to play video games with? My answer is the same and it stays the same to the other dozen 'do you have any friends to' questions. The boys look at eachother and then Suga asks: Do you even have any friends to begin with? I shake my head. That's a no. Oh, he says and looks at the others. I know what kind of look he is giving them, the 'this girl is weird, she doesn't even have friends' look. I don't even have to see his face to know sure about it. So? What do you want to do? Rap Monster looks at me. I don't know, I say to him, I was never allowed to leave the house, so I have seen very few of this world. In the back Jimin tries to laugh quietly so I don't hear it. Great, I think, this is going to be the best summer ever, Not! Why don't we go to the third floor, to the bar to get some drinks and get to know eachother a bit more? V suggests. All the guys seem to agree on his decision and start walking. A bit surprised they suddenly moved, I follow them like a little duck who lost her mom. I have never been here, I don't know the way. I try to tell them. Don't worry, Rap Monster says. We were ordered to be with you all summer and we know this place like our backpocket. You won't get lost. It's nice how he said that 'they are ordered to', good to know how they think about this situation. It is in any case not getting better. As we reach the third floor, I can't believe my eyes. This place is huge! The boys casually walk over to the bar and order. Quickly I follow them and order a glass of water. Water helps me calm down and in this case I definitely need it, because they clearly do not like me. We go sit at a table and remain quiet for some time. I heard you guys are famous? I ask. Yes we are, Jimin answers and the silence continues. I start to play with my straw. Great! she is bored already! JHope yells at the members. Now her dad is going to fire us! Rap monster tells JHope to sit down and behave. My...my dad told you he would fire you if you made me bored? No, he did not. JHope is overreacting. He told us we would be in big big biiiiig trouble if something happens to you or if we made you cry, Jin says while also playing with his straw. Jungkook, who couldn't take this awkwardness anymore, tries to be nice and asks me to tell something about myself. Well, let's see. My name is Anna, but you already knew that. I am 17 years old, but you already knew that too. I like to dance, read, write and draw. About my outdoor hobbies I don't know much because I was never allowed to go outside and I really like animals.

pfew, I am glad that  is over. luckily the guys had to go for a photoshoot, but that means I have to go with them. All of us go into a big black van and we go for a half an hour drive to the studio. The moment they get out of the van, girls start screaming. OPPA! OPPA I LOVE YOU! A group of girls comes runnig towards us and pushes me away from BTS. This is not going well. I was supposed to stay with them. How am I going to fix this? I try to push my way back to the members, but they already seem to haven entered the building. As I try to enter to, a big bodyguard tells me that no fans are allowed inside. When I try to tell him, I am with BTS he just laughs it off. Sad and alone I go and sit on the sidewalk. Waiting for them to realize they forgot me. It takes them about ten minutes to figure out. V opens the door, points at me and after that the guard lets me in. You should not get seperated from us, V lectures me. We could get into big trouble if something happens to you and you know that. All I can say is that I am sorry, to avoid further arguments. The members seem very well know with the place and with the people working there. They greet everyone with a smile and easily make their way through the building. That is about the tenth girl they smile and wave at. Why can't they look at me like that? All I get are grumpy faces. I have decided to just go with the flow. If I just follow them nothing will happen right? 

The shoot starts and I am amazed by what I see. expensive equipment and clothing everywhere. A few members are having their pictures taken, while the others are still in make up. I am fascinated by everything that happens. I look like a little puppy. Like what you see huh? Jungkook comes standing in front of me. Uhm...yes...I do, it is my first time seeing all this so..... Yes, he says, you should be fascinated. This is a fascinated world you know. Before I know it he is sitting next to me. I am a little startled. You know, he starts talking to me while looking at the others who are getting their pictures taken, the other members don't like you that much. I think it is because it is something they have to do, they have to take responsibility and they don't want that. You think so? I ask. Yeah, he goes on. I think you are allright. You seem very nice and cute in that outfit. Yes finally someone who notices my outfit. And I think, he was still talking, I think that after they spend some time with you and got to know you, they will like you too, just like me. I mean, we have to make the best of the situation right? It helps none of us if we are all going to be grumpy all summer and he smiles at me. I have never seen a smile this wonderful, he is like an angel. Oh, I have to go and he runs towards the other members. Time for the group photo's. Oh my, he was nice to me! I am all excited now. They don't all hate me or at least they won't anymore after some time. I look at them posing for the photo. First a look full of charisma, but then there is that smile again. Oh my, I think I am going to melt if he keeps doing that.