As you read this chapter listen to the ending of black butler it goes so well with this chapter....enjooy
Lucy's p.o.v
It was all because of me.....everything happened because of my existance......because ...of me.....Im sorry mom....mommy.....im so sorry I thought you .....nevermind...it's too late....I will never be able to see you ever again so I can apologise and hug you tightly....I missed you so much mom...mommy ...I always remember your smile ....your gentle hands...that morning when ....no...I don't want to remember anymore..." Im so ashamed of myself...I wish I was never born...everything would have been better if I wasn't born" I said as I hugged my knees and bring them close to my cheast ....I felt tears forming at the corner of my eyes ...after what Levy told us today I just run out of the guild ....ashamed... I ended up underneith a huge tree ....it was a quiet place so I decided to stay there for a while ....it was a nice place ...it had plenty of soft green grass around that area ...a lake could be seen a little further from where the tree was..it was also afternoon so the sun was warm .....and before I knew it.....I fell asleepNatsu's p.o.v
Right after Levy read the book to us Lucy run out of the guild practically choking on her tears ...."Lucyyy."I shouted at her ...but she was already gone ... I sigh deeply and I start walking ...hoping that I could find her ....Lucy....she is so fragile...like glass.. I don't want her to feel guilty ...it's not our fault we were born like this....we were born this way....there's nothing either of us can do...we left for the better... we left in order to protect the place we grew up ...our home~~~Timeskip~~~ brought to you by Natsu's hair shampoo ^-^ LoL
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After almost 2 frikin hours I finally found Lucy sleeping underneith a tree