TRAY !
Nigga dont you act like you don't hear my fucking question ! Who the fuck is Toya ? ...
"Calm the fuck down Kia , every hoe that you see around me you get insecure" said tray
"Insecure ? Nigga cut the shit ; everyday I go outside I have to watch my back for bitches that tryna kill me ."
"Kia , you have to understand that those hoes don't mean shit to me . You the one I want to have in my life and the only one that I want to have my seed . " said tray
Just then , tray moved in closer I pushed him back . He came closer , I punched him in his face . It seems like he just took them as I kept going . I knew what he was doing and I didn't want it to happen . Not this fucking time . He's not just going to sweet talk me and I'm going to let him have it . I was sick and tired of tray fuckery. He does the same shit every time
And comes home and expect me to run to him and forgive him . But it's time for a fucking change .
"Baby I love you " it's only you he kept repeating it until I started to believe it . I fell victim to his bullshit again ...
My name is Kia Marino , I'm Jamaican and Italian I bet you can tell by my temper . I'm not the one to fuck with ; best believe I cut a bitch or nigga in 2.2 if I'm disrespected . My daddy taught me how to handle my own and NEVER let no one disrespect me & My mom taught me how to be a lady . My father is one of the most fear man in Cleveland and my mother I guess you can call her his ride or die .
Nevertheless , I'm 22 and attend university of ohio . i dont have a care in the world except from my dumb ass boyfriend tray . I honestly believe that I love him but he does stupid shit that piss me the fuck off . How did I meet tray ? Well it all began when i was in my senior year of high school . I was average girl . I was the star soccer player and head cheerleader . I didn't have a 4.0 but it was it was close. I never taught I would have fallen in love .
But tray was different ; he didn't catch my eye at first ,but once he did I knew he was mines . Tray was light complexion with nice brown eyes . He had one dimple in his right cheek . He was about 5'8 and had sweetest personality that could make you fall in love instantly .
However , tray was the head quarterback at our school and with that type of fame came fucking groupies that disgust me and niggas that wanted to be like him or wanted his head .
I never was the type of girl that would go for that type of guy but you can't help who you fall in love with . Anyway , the problem with tray is that he don't know how to think with his brain but with the thing that dangles between his leg . Tray knew not to fuck around and I understand that these chicken heads are going to be all over him .... But he's mine ; and after all the shit I been through . I think I have the fucking right to fuck up anyone that crosses the line ..
Tray and I been through hell and we haven't gotten back ; but it's the kind of relationship where when he pushes me to the limit I still come back . He fucks up and I come back , but I can't help it . It's like he has this strong hold on me and I can't get free ....
Thou shall not run these streets
Thou shall not hit these clubs
Every night of the week lookin for some groupie love
Thou shall respect your heart
Thou shall not play you hard
But I did
I was wrong and I'm hating it
Blasting lloyd as I clean up around the apartment that tray and I both share. Even though , we were both offer a full ride to college ; we thought we should get apartment together . These lyrics hit a certain nerve and then I started to crying . I fell to the floor crying my eyes out . The pain that I felt was unexplainable . i didn't understand why i felt so vulnerable ; I hated crying because it made me feel weak and I hated feeling weak .
Just then the door open and I saw tray approach me from behind and hugged me tightly . I like the fact that he didn't know what was going on but he knew that's what he had to do . I turned around and started to kiss him passionately . He kissed back and he knew exactly what he had to do ; I couldnt resist it was like a rush came over me and I knew what I wanted and I had to have it .
He took me to our room and kissed me slowly from my lips down to my happy spot . Even after 2years tray still gave me chills through my spine . He slowly caressed my happy spot until I screamed . I was tired of waiting I pulled him up as he eased his man hood inside me . The strokes were slow at first then increase after a min or two . I felt like all the shit that I was mad at slowly disappeared . The pleasure was enjoyable while it lasted . ..
