I think I'm scared of being happy.
Wouldn't you be as well?
I'm scared that once I start to get happy something will ruin it all.
It always happens to me.
I can never stay happy.
I've lost it all.
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RandomThis is just random thoughts from a self harmer. This is what goes on in my head, and maybe others. Note: I do not support self harm, or eating disorders.
Urg
I think I'm scared of being happy.
Wouldn't you be as well?
I'm scared that once I start to get happy something will ruin it all.
It always happens to me.
I can never stay happy.
I've lost it all.